Vs. THE ELIMINATION CHAMBER: UNDER ATTACK 2020 RP 3

A LONG ROAD TO GET THERE

CHAPTER THREE

Peyton found herself in a place she never thought possible, the old home of Chris Cannon and Kelcey Wallace. She had started to look for her own place, even thinking about leaving Southern California and moving back to Arizona, there wasn’t really much left for her to stick around. Ante Up Academy was sold, a new school by David Helms opened, her friendship with Owen Cruze was on the splits, all because of the stupidity she showed in hurting Jennifer the night Peyton’s marriage ended, and what hurt more for Jennifer was the fact Peyton helped her with the break up from Christian Cannon, which made this all the more heart wrenching and in Jennifer’s eyes, cruel. She was ready to live at an extended stay until she closed on a house or a beachside condo, yet Peyton wasn’t completely sold on even saying around town anymore, too many memories, lost friends and the feeling of overstaying her welcome became that much more of a letdown. How did she end up at Chris Cannon’s home, simple, Kelcey directed her there. She offered to let her stay with her and Scott, but Peyton refused, was too much of a burden, she was finally with her son, the last thing she needed was to have Peyton there when she was reunited with him at last, the fact Kelcey lived not too far from Owen was another obstacle.

Peyton simply didn’t want to deal with it.

Kelcey had the house up on the market with Chris, she was unaware at the time Chris had decided to take it off the market, told Peyton to go there, and when she showed up, Chris had already comfortable moved in, still unpacking, much to her surprise. It seemed like there was turmoil in Peyton’s life constantly, the calamity was becoming too much to bear and handle, all she wanted was to live her life happily and wrestle, thinking that she was going to have that with Alistaire Allocco who had plans of his own without ever talking to her about it first. Everything seemed to be falling apart, and her career was in a holding pattern, watching everything happen, seeing Kelcey get into it with The Wonderland, with Sienna, with anyone and this all happened so fast, after Rise to Greatness, Peyton felt lost, maybe what she needed more than anything was to just take a step back and reflect….

This was a start.

 

Chris Cannon Home

Hermosa Beach, CA.

A Few Days After Apocalypse

 

Peyton was in the laundry room, she was washing some clothes, wearing shorts, flip flops and a Perfect Ten t-shirt. Her hair was tied back in a ponytail and nails polished white. She was listening to some music, Adele’s Rolling in the Deep played through her air pods while folding some clothes, which was something that always helped Peyton when doing a few things around the house and the chores. It was nice change of pace and also comforting to know the house was right on the beach, the backyard led into the sand, so she would go out later, take a swim, work on her tan and exercise her options were limited only to her imagination. She was lost in the song even singing a little of the lyrics while looking at Bear who laid on the floor…

Peyton: “Baby, I have no story to be told. But I’ve heard one on you. Now I’m gonna make your head burn. Think of me in the depths of your despair, make a home down there cause mine sure won’t be shared.”

She smiled while humming some more of the song to herself but shortly notices Bear raise his head and stood to attention, his tail begins to wag excitedly…

Peyton: “Oh you liked that huh? You mean to tell me Mr. Cannon didn’t serenade you with songs?”

Bear barks which causes the Arizonian to giggle a little, she removes one of her air pod’s and picks her cell up to sift through her music collection…

Peyton: “So that’s how it is huh, now you’re making requests? What do you want stud?”

She scrolls through a variety of artists and nods to herself, after putting her air pods back in the case she hits play and places the phone down on the laundry. Dua Lip’s Don’t Start Now starts up immediately. Peyton now dancing towards Bear…

Peyton: “If you don’t want to see me…. Did a full 180, crazy thinking bout the way I was…”


As the lyrics stated Peyton too did a 180 and jumped back in surprise to see Chris Cannon leaning against the door frame watching…

Chris: “Oh don’t stop on my account.”

Peyton:
“Oh my god… Mr. Ca… Chris, how long was you there?”

Chris: “Not too long love, but long enough. You seem happier that’s good.”

Peyton nods while walking over to her cell and pausing the song…


Chris:
“So what have you been up to, teaching Bear how to do laundry or having yourselves a private party?”

Peyton laughed as she turned back to the laundry she was folding, Bear walked towards Chris who kneeled down to give him a good scratch behind the ear…

PeytonCastPic-PeytonSHOOTPeyton: “Something like that, I’m sorry if I was making noise with my singing but it helps me sometimes. Besides, I think Bear liked it. But he is like my shadow now, which I don’t mind at all, we have become best friends.”

Chris: “It’s fine love, whatever helps cheer you up. That is what is important they tell us.”

Peyton: “Yeah… Anyway, I’m sorry if you I overstepped my boundaries, but I took the liberty of doing your laundry as well while doing mine. Hope that is okay…”

Chris rolled his eyes and walked over to where Peyton stood, he looked down at the basket and laughed while resting a hand on her shoulder..

Chris: “Peyton, just because you are staying here doesn’t mean that you have to do my laundry love, I am capable of doing it myself.”

Peyton: “I never for a second imagined that Sienna did your laundry.”

Chris: “Good call, now if you want to help out around here more feel free to give that guy a bath he’s starting to need one.”


Bear immediately bolted out of the room into the kitchen area, both Chris and Peyton share a laugh as she continued to take the clothes out of the dryer while Chris followed after the dog….

PeytonCastPic-ChrisChris: “I went to the market and bought a few things, think I am going to make some stuffed cabbage rolls tonight, some good protein. Before I do, I wanted to see if you were going to have dinner, I’ll make you some as well.”

Peyton: “I’d like that, thank you.”

Chris:
“Good, I think I’m going for a run on the beach later, as well. You’re more than welcome to join me if you like.”

Peyton: “Uh yeah sure though I wouldn’t want to impose.”

Chris: “You’re not imposing love. It’s been nice having someone around to talk to. There is only so much you can say to Bear before you start thinking you’re going mad.”


It was a relief to Peyton hearing those words, ever since breaking the engagement with Alistaire and her fight with Jennifer she had the overbearing feeling of being unwelcome in most places. A lot of the time she believed she was being judged by everyone. But staying here has certainly helped her mental state if nothing more… With the basket in hand she walks into the kitchen and placed it on the counter while Chris put things away…

Peyton: “Well I can’t think of anyone else I’d rather talk to than Bear, he’s a great listener. Besides I did decide that I should get out of the house, I know in Downtown Square there are a few clubs, figured I should go out and mingle, I haven’t gone dancing in a long time, and I bet neither have you.”

Chris: “Oh love, I’m a little too old to go clubbing. I mean, I don’t mind going to a bar and having a few drinks but dancing…..”

Peyton:
“Then it’s settled, I know a good bar it’ll be my treat.”

Chris: “Peyton, I appreciate the offer but you don’t have to.”

Peyton: “And you didn’t have to let me stay here or hook me up with my new boyfriend.”

Chris: “…New boyfriend?”


She turns and hugs Bear, kissing the Akita on the face as he turns and licks her and begins jumping up at her….

Peyton: “Bear!”

Chris: “You two make a great couple.”

Peyton
: “Thanks!”


It was the first time that he actually saw Peyton smiling again and in a good mood. She was settling in nicely living there, though Chris knew that she was in the process of looking for a place but was undecided if she would move back to Arizona or stay in Southern California. Now she was feeling a little more comfortable around him even after everything that he had done before splitting from Sienna. But Peyton was not going to touch that subject, instead she kept to herself, didn’t really try to interfere too much into his work, as Chris was going through a lot too, he had been with Sienna, married for a bit, they were planning a life together, and she was not about to let things go. That was one worry she had, the possibility of Sienna showing up at the house and assuming the worst, but for now, Peyton was trying to get by, she had decided to do whatever she could in order to get back into the groove, and Under Attack was the goal. With the basket by her side, she had folded all of Chris’s clothes, he was both very grateful and surprised that she went to those lengths…

Chris: “The rate you’re going Peyton, I should be buying you the drinks.”

Peyton: “No, seriously, it is the least I can do for taking me in with your warm hospitality while I look for a place, I really do appreciate it. Again, I know you didn’t have to.”

Chris: “No I didn’t have to you’re right, but I would have no matter what.”

Peyton: “And that means a lot to hear you say that.”

Chris: “It’s like I said, you never gave up on me and I know it has been tough for a while, breaking up is hard to do, we are both going through it and while it sucks, it gives us a chance to start fresh. Of course our situations are different, you don’t have a kid involved and well, there is no sugar coating it and a very unstable, estranged wife right now either, but I think getting away from everything and dealing with it in our own ways is the best therapy one could ask for.”

Peyton: “I totally agree. I was a hot mess when I came here, I think things are starting to improve and I just need to find some direction now in the SCW, really the only way for me to get back into the thick of things and…..”

Chris: “Yeah about that…”


Chris puts his hand onto one of Peyton’s stopping her from finishing the folding of clothes. He opens the door back into the beach where a couple of lawn chairs are placed in the sand…

Chris: “You have a few minutes?”

Peyton: “Sure.”

He leads her outside as they both sit down and take a moment to enjoy the cool breeze and the sound of the water on the beach. Bear walks out and sits next to Peyton while she pets him…..

Chris: “I’m glad you brought SCW up because I wanted to talk to you about that. I know what is going on in your personal life is something I can’t really help with, but your professional I like to think I can at least give you a pointer or two.”

Peyton: “Well I’d appreciate anything right now if I’m honest… I mean…”


Chris turned to look at the gorgeous Peyton who sat there glistening in the sunlight…

Chris: “Now, before I continue, I want you to understand that I am going to be very real and frank with you, love, do you think you can handle that?”

Peyton: “Yes, I would like you to be brutally honest with me, Chris. Kelcey is very honest with me too, but she tries to do it without hurting my feelings, at this point, if it does so be it, I need the constructive criticism.”

Chris: “Okay, Peyton, you are a very kind, respectable and honorable young woman. You’ve always followed the rules, played the game to the best of your ability, and have a love of the sport unmatched.”

Peyton: “Thank you, that means a lot.”

Chris:
“It’s true. Just like the notion that you are a very huge inspiration to young girls out there who one day will want to become professional wrestlers because of women like you. They will look up to you because if anyone is honest, you are one of a few blueprint’s on how to do everything right in this business. Let’s forget what you are going through now in your personal life, I am talking about walking into the arena every single week, the house shows, Pay Per Views with a positive attitude, a face that no one, especially the fans would know how much shit you are going through right now and I commend you for that, it is how professionals act.”

She nods, very appreciative of the kind words by Chris Cannon, but she knew there was more coming he said he was going to be frank and well, all he had done so far was praise her….

Peyton: “There is a “but” somewhere though isn’t there?”

Chris: “Yes there is.”


He takes a moment to think about his words and how he was to address them…

Chris: “You allow for people and the company to walk all over you, and I don’t mean it in a bad way, you follow the rules, you do as you’re told, there are steps in the process where you trust and simply do not cross and for someone that has only been here for a little bit of time, I can understand that, you don’t want to walk right into a new company and alienate the roster which again I commend you for it. But in a few months you will be entering year three of the SCW, that is two whole years that you have been with the company and NOT once have I ever seen you storm out to the ring and call your shots.”

Peyton: “That’s because I want to earn my opportunities, Chris not have them handed to me. It’s how Ricky always did it, he said it was all about having the respect of everyone.”

Chris: “And I agree, but there is a thin line between respect and straight up aggression, and this is one of those moments where you need to start showing the SCW what you have by calling their attention on you.”

Peyton takes a deep breath; this wasn’t what she imagined he would be saying. Not that she had an idea of what that would be to begin with…

Peyton: “I don’t know if I feel comfortable doing that…”

Chris: “I understand, I do. It’s not easy but how do you think Sienna became one of the top faces of the company or Regan Street? Selena Frost? Syren and Ravyn? Bree even? Look at Matt Hodges calling his shots right now. They made sure the attention was always on them love.”

Peyton: “What are you saying? That I storm out to the ring and make demands? Become the same thing I’ve been against my entire career?”

Chris:
“No, of course not. I’m just saying step up to the challenge and don’t give Sasha the chance to do it for you. This is where you need to get up to the plate and knock it out of the park. Don’t be like Sienna and I did, or how so many others that get lost in the shuffle, we made our demands and threats, look where that put us, but Owen? He was given what he asked for because he came out and issued the challenges without allowing anyone to tell him different. I wanted to slap the taste out of that cunts mouth back then… sorry, that slipped out, but at the end of the day I can respect the kid for what he has done, now it’s your turn or all you’re going to see is the Jordan Majors and the Subarashi’s and Holly Adams get all the press and again you’ll be left out in the cold. Is that what you want?”

Peyton: “No, of course not and I understand what you’re saying Chris and appreciate the words…”

Chris: “I know it isn’t easy, I’m in the same boat. If not for Lucas, I’d be retired right now. But I am trying to help you best I can. We can train together, we can share experiences in the ring, I can give you pointers, but you have been around long enough to know what is happening. The training wheels came off you a long time ago.”

Peyton was appreciative of what Chris Cannon was saying, he was being brutally honest with her and that was something that she really appreciated. He was right, it was time for Peyton to finally step in on her own, to go out there and make it happen, she didn’t know what yet, been sitting backstage waiting for a chance, it was time to make it, the question was always….

When?

Peyton: “Thank you. I think I know what I have to do.”

Chris: “I know you do, love. That’s why you have always been the best of us.”

Blushing a little, Peyton smiles, flattered by his compliment but also feeling down deep inside that she is nowhere near that. Sighing some, she digs her toes in the sand and stands up….

Peyton: “So… You want to go for that run?”

Chris: “Barefoot?”

Peyton shrugged while kicking off her flip flops…

Peyton: “It’s the beach.”

Chris:
“Okay, let’s do it….. but try to keep up.”

Peyton:
“That is so a challenge.”


They both start to jog on the sands of the beach as Bear follows, before heading toward the water and continuing their run, it was all part of what Peyton needed most right now, direction…


Later That Night

As promised, Peyton and Chris walked to the Downtown Marketplace about two blocks from his house. Chris was in a polo shirt, jeans, and loafers. Peyton had on a pair of tight white bells, wedge sandals and a tan colored halter top, her hair was slicked back in a ponytail. They sat at one of the tall boys at the bar, they ended up getting a dessert, a Crème Brulee to split. Peyton was drinking a glass of Red Wine, a Malbec, Chris had a whiskey sour…..

Chris: “Go on, get it out I know you want to say it.”

Peyton sipped her glass of Red and chuckled…

Peyton: “Never in a million years did I think you and I would be sitting at some random little local Hermosa Beach Bar and restaurant having drinks and sharing a dessert, I would be laughing right in the face of whomever would have suggested that.”

Chris: “I know right, funny how the world works. I think it’s good therapy, I can be myself, you can be yourself, and we can both get away from the world together and just let it pass by paying us no mind.”

Peyton: “Well, just to let you know, I have narrowed down my search to a few houses, well condos in the area, not here in Hermosa Beach but around. I am also keeping it open about Arizona, living with my dad while it isn’t the most private place, and I can’t really do whatever I want, we can at least be together and I can look out for him, and he for me.”

Chris:
“Your dad loves you very much, Peyton. He is a good man. He should be proud of his daughter, that is how I hope I am with Nathaniel when he’s older. I wasn’t in Christian’s life much, but I am trying to make up for that the best I can. As for Nathaniel, I want my son to grow up and not make the same mistakes and take the same road I did. Which is why I know he belongs with Kelcey.”

Peyton: “If I ask you a question, would you be honest with me?”

Chris: “Sure love.”

Peyton: “Do you still love Sienna?”


Chris took a sip of his whiskey sour, taking a moment to answer the question truthfully….

Chris: “Yes, but I don’t know if I am in love with her anymore if that makes sense. Despite what everything thinks of her right now, I can’t deny Sienna was a good mother, even though the way we were able to get Nathaniel to begin with was questionable, well, you know I don’t need to explain it…”

Chris sighed a little while thinking about all that happened. Peyton wasn’t showing any signs of judgement however, just listening like has to her problems…

Chris: “I know deep down she is a very loving woman, and very loyal to those who are closest to her, but the problem she has, is the inability to handle adversity, she panics and does rash things which you have seen already yourself on shows. I do love her, and I honestly don’t know what the future holds, I have already filed papers, so we’ll see.”

That surprised Peyton hearing about the papers, she wasn’t aware things were at that stage… Immediately her brain begun to swirl with other thoughts as one does…

Peyton: “So does that mean you want to get back with Kelcey?”

Chris: “Wow, Peyton, going for the bloody jugular I see. Was this your plan all along, to get me drunk and spill my heart out?”

Peyton: “What, no of course not… I didn’t mean to pry I’m sorry…”

Chris “I’m kidding love, but as for wanting to get back with Kelcey? I don’t if that will ever be possible even if I wanted to. Right now, she is with my brother, Scott. So, I guess the answer would be no.”

Peyton:
“I’m sorry I am asking these personal questions, just was always interested in what you were thinking between Sienna and Kelcey I guess.”

Chris:
“It was a very rough situation, one I don’t ever want to revisit again, but yes, a lot of wrong decisions were made, ones we regret.”

Peyton
: “Tell me about it.”


Chris knew that she was talking about Ricky, it wasn’t hard for him to figure out that even after an entire year she was still not able to get over her trauma…..

Chris: “He was a good man, Peyton. But you already know that don’t you. There isn’t a day that goes by I don’t miss him.”


Her eyes started to tear up some, Peyton started to try and laugh it off, touching the sides of her eyes so her makeup wouldn’t run…..

Chris: “I remember when I met Ricky, I looked at him and I knew he had it. A great young man, so polite and vibrant, a breath of fresh air, especially when he joined the Beauty Factory. I know Orlando loved that kid too, so many hall of famers and legends had respect for him and you.”

Peyton:
“Yeah Ricky never disappointed anyone, I did.”

Chris:
“No Peyton, you haven’t, you’re just going through a rough time love. Just like me. Whatever doesn’t kill us can only make us stronger.”

Peyton: “We rough it together, right?”

Chris: “Yeah, you’re becoming like my partner in crime.”

Peyton: “Superman always needs his Supergirl. Though I am nowhere near a Supergirl, more like Lana Lane, not even Lois.”

Chris: “Well you’re in luck cause I’m the furthest thing from being Superman.”

Chris laughs some, enjoying the company and seeing that Peyton does have a sense of humor. He takes the last of his drink….

Chris: “Right, I better head back, it’s getting a bit late love. What are you going to do?”

Peyton: “I don’t know, check out that Liquid Crystal club, I need to let loose a little tonight and not be judged, you know? I’ll be home later; I can come in through the back.”

Chris: “Whatever works for you it’s just… I’m not trying to be your dad here, but I am ten years your senior and did say I’d look out for you so don’t be out too late, a beautiful woman like you, the last thing I want is for you walking down these streets late at night. I know how they can be.”

Peyton:
“Awww….”

Chris: “Okay, shut up.”

Peyton: “…. That is so cute, you care about me.”

Chris: “Peyton, I am being serious and Kelcey would never let me hear the end of it if something happened to you, alright? Humor me if nothing else and promise that you will come home right after.”

Peyton: “I promise, I just want to maybe spend an hour, get on the dance floor. All I do is sit home and mope, think of Ricky and cry myself to sleep. He wouldn’t want me to do that. I mean, just a month or so ago I was planning my wedding, now nothing. I just need a night out, I wish you would come with me are you sure I can’t convince you?”

Chris: “Oh no, the club scene is not for Chris Cannon.”

Peyton: “You sure…. Don’t know how to dance, huh?”

He chuckles some and rather not say. He goes for his wallet, but Peyton grabs his arm….

Peyton: “I told you, I am paying for this.”

Chris: “You don’t have to.”

Peyton: “I want to. Go home, old man.”


She grins, sticking her tongue out as he points, with a smirk….

Chris: “Old man? Well in that case, be back by midnight or you’ll be grounded young lady.”

Peyton:
“Yessir!”


Peyton jokingly salutes Chris and chuckles…

Chris: “Don’t stay out too late, if you need a lift give me a call.”

Peyton: “I won’t and I will.”


Chris winks at Peyton and heads out leaving her at the bar though he was thinking better of it and not leave her alone but he trusted Peyton to do the right thing and go for a little while and come back to the house, It was around 11, and Chris headed back. Peyton gestured for the Bartender to hand her the check, before she grabbed her purse, paid, and walked out, as every man there turned to look at the gorgeous young SCW Superstar. Walking out, she saw the Liquid Crystal Club and proceeded inside…

Three Hours Later


Chris couldn’t sleep, crawling out of bed, he was in shorts and a tank top, deciding to sit outside in the back with bear, maybe the sound of the ocean, the cool breeze and moonlight would do him some good. He figured Peyton was already home from the club, he was curious, so went upstairs and slowly cracking her door open, much to his surprise she wasn’t there. He turned on the light….

Chris: “Peyton? Pey, are you home?”

He went down the stairs to the living room, she hadn’t even been home. Now he was starting to get a little concerned after looking at the time. He opened the back door with Bear and walked around to the side of the house and then the sidewalk, he didn’t see her. Now really worried, he walked back inside to get dressed, as he stepped back out, Bear suddenly smells something and starts to bark and takes off….

Chris: “Bear!?”

Chris chases Bear when suddenly he sees someone jump out from the bushes by the alleyway and run off as Bear begins to sprint after him….

Chris: “BEAR!?”

Then, much to Chris’s horror he looks in the bushes and sees Peyton semi-conscious, some of her clothes was ripped, it looked like she had been hit in the mouth….

Chris: “PEYTON!?”

Chris could hear Bear growling as he had tackled the man who had run off, Chris quickly runs and tackles him down again as he tried to get back up….

Chris: “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?!”

The man didn’t have a chance to say anything, Chris starts unloading fist after fist on him, Chris was relentless, the anger and utter angst on his face was scary. He felt a hand on his shoulder Peyton behind him trying to pull him off to no avail, Chris was like a man possessed….

Peyton: “STOP! YOU’LL KILL HIM!”

Chris:
“NO! He hurt you Pey!”


When Chris said that, she froze, falling back some, it was as if Ricky was channeling through Chris, he sounded just like him, he even looked like him for a split second…

Peyton: “…Ricky?”

Chris stopped, the assailant was unconscious, his face beaten bloody, turning to Peyton who’s eyes rolled to the back of her head and fainted…..


Thirty Minutes Later


The Hermosa Beach Police were questioning Chris when Peyton started to get her bearings, she was on the front step drinking some hot tea as an EMT tended to her scratches and wounds. The man who attacked her was loaded into an ambulance and taken away. After Chris gave a statement to the police, Peyton then had to give one, they wanted to take her to the hospital, but she refused, she had some bumps and scratches.

Police Officer: “I suggest you take her to a hospital tomorrow since she refuses tonight. So, it looks like it was someone from the club that followed her home. He tried to rob and maybe even possibly rape her, luckily you and your dog came before he could do the latter. Seems like he struck her on the side of the head, blindsiding her and knocking her unconscious. She was a lucky woman. We keep telling them these streets aren’t like they used to be.”

Chris:
“Thanks officer, I will do that, and I hope that son of a bitch gets what he deserves.”

Police Officer:
“Mr. Cannon, I think he already did, we may be in contact. Goodnight sir.”

Chris: “Goodnight mate.”


As the EMT’s and officers leave, Chris helps Peyton up and brings her inside. He takes her to the bed where she sits down. Chris takes off her sandals and vest…..

Chris: “Peyton…. I told you to call me if you needed a lift back.”

Peyton: “I know…. I should have just come home with you.”

Chris: “It’s okay, the important part is you are safe. Come on, try to get some sleep.”

Peyton:
“I think I want to shower first…”

Chris: “Okay. I’ll be right next door.”


Chris stands up to leave the room when Peyton grabs his hand, which showed signs of heavy bruising of its own. He turns and looks over at her as she stands up looking at the abrasions on his knuckles and everything she could recall in that instance and without hesitation hugs him….

Peyton: “I don’t want to think about what would have happened if you and Bear…..”

Chris: “It’s like I told you, he was your new boyfriend.”


Bear hops on the bed sitting next to Peyton, drying her eyes, leaning up against the Akita as Chris walks out of the room. Peyton proceeds to get undressed and takes a shower, inside she squints her eyes, water running down her bare back, believing that she is starting to go crazy, because for a second there, she thought that Chris was actually Ricky…..

That was not possible.

Slamming the walls of the shower multiple times, she crumbles to the floor, covering her face of tears as the water from the shower drowns them away. Bear looks on sensing her distress and he sticks his head into the shower and starts licking Peyton making her cry harder.

A while had passed for Peyton and after showering and getting into her shorts and tank top, she crawls into bed, Chris opens the door, with a glass of water which he puts to the side before covering her up with the blanket, he then sits next to her.

Chris: “Are you okay?”

She shakes her head, “no”, trying to hold back tears. She sits up and Chris embraces her again, holding her tight as she continues to cry but soon it stops, as Peyton had fallen asleep in his arms from the stress. Chris slowly lays her down, he stands up to walk out of the room, Bear lays next to her….

Chris: “You stay and protect her tonight mate. You did good Bear….. you did really good.”


Bear lies his head on Peyton’s legs as she sleeps. Chris smiles and closes the door. Taking a deep breath, he walks back into his bedroom, he sits down looking at his cell phone, before reaching over and dialing Kelcey’s number, but he then stops. Instead placing it on the nightstand, laying down, and staring at the ceiling thinking about one thing….

Why Peyton called him Ricky.

 

The Following Morning

Chris gave Peyton some tea to help her sleep, as she dozed off, but the next morning, the memory was still there, and her life continued to fall from one chaotic event to another. Peyton didn’t know how to thank Chris Cannon for what he did, now she didn’t even want to go anywhere alone, that is when she was still lying in bed, having woken up after a deep sleep, doing nothing else but stare at the ceiling. She was in her Yoga tights and sports bra. Peyton had a bruise on her lip and a cut, most of her other bruises were around her body but she knew she was lucky not to get hurt seriously. Slowly she crawled out of bed, washed up, brushed her teeth, Bear was on the bed, looking on as he had slept with her all night.

She steps out and grabs her Yoga mat, doesn’t even think about what had happened to her just a few hours before, opening the door, Bear ran out, making her way down the stairs, she walks out to the beach and lays the mat down. Stepping on it, Peyton closes her eyes, trying hard to erase the negative thoughts surrounding everything that has been happening to her. Thinking about the attacks be it in SCW or just the other night, this time she started to phase out the memories, thinking of Ricky and all those who have helped her along the way…. Peyton starts to do her Kata routine, a deep form of Asian Karate and Yoga. Preparing herself to go back on Breakdown and make some waves, she couldn’t let the attack, or all her misfortunes hold her back. Her gorgeous body and form is on the beach as the sun is up, Bear is off to the side digging a hole in the sand.

Chris walked in from the garage, he has a cup of coffee in hand, he is preparing breakfast when he stops, seeing Peyton on the beach doing her Kata. For him it is the first time he has seen her doing this form of exercise, gazing at her presence, a smile forms on his face. He heads to the back sliding glass door and continues to watch, her eyes closed, doing strikes and kicks, it was like something just snapped in her and suddenly she looked determined and focused, it intrigued Chris, even after what happened just hours before, she was not lying in bed, scared to get out.

It was time for a turnaround maybe.

Peyton turned, continuing with her motion, all she could hear is his voice talking to her the entire time…

“You can do it Pey, don’t disappoint me, ass.”

… it gave her strength, determination, drive and most importantly the one thing she had lost in the process…..

Hope that the future could be better.

Chris looked on at a woman he not only respected, felt a connection reforming between the two. One that while he was trying his best to help her, by doing so at the behest of Kelcey in turn she was unexpectedly helping him as well…

After Breakdown
Two Weeks Later

Peyton Rice somehow was inspired by her string of bad luck and the talks she has had with both Chris and Kelcey. They were right, Peyton needed to for once finally call her shot, she had to be the one to walk out to the ring and make something out of nothing, that is where the challenge to the Elimination Chamber came in. For Peyton, this was her time, this was the only chance she had to get into the thick of things, a win inside the Chamber meant she was right back on track. She had been training hard, ready to go all out and a huge match with Christy Matthews showed just how determined and ready Peyton was, but as she went back to Hermosa Beach, contemplating moving back to Arizona or finding a new home in the Los Angeles Basin or by the beach, tragedy happened….

Alistaire Allocco was hit by a car and is now in the ICU up in Rochester, New York.

And then just like that again, Peyton didn’t know how to react…

She had come back after hearing what had happened, all her feelings for him resurfaced, most were of the good times, and it was then she realized just how much he had meant in her life, he was going to be her husband… Peyton had walked outside on the beach, she had on a white sundress, barefoot with her long sandy blonde hair hanging down, nails polished white. Her green eyes stared out into the beautiful sunset across the ocean, she had a large bottle of water in her hands. Her makeup had run some, there were like 20 missed calls on her cell that sat next to her from friends, family, and fellow wrestlers alike. All she could think about was a few nights before RTG and how everything had gone down. That is when the sliding glass door opened, she could hear it and Chris Cannon walked out. Lowering her head, she didn’t want to face him or anyone. He sat down next to Peyton……

Chris: “I heard what happened, are you okay?”


Peyton didn’t know how to respond to that question because there was no obvious answer. She sat there in silence not saying a word for a few minutes, Chris didn’t want to push her into speaking if she didn’t want to…

Chris: “Well we can just sit here and say nothing if that’s what you prefer. I’m not going anywhere; I have nowhere to be.”

Another minute passes and Chris had just started to get to his feet and head back inside to leave her be, but then Peyton spoke from behind her sandy blonde hair of hers….

Peyton: “I used to think that I was bad luck, maybe even cursed.”

Chris: “I don’t believe that to be true at all.”

Peyton: “Really? Because bad things always happen to the people I care about, and it always occurs after I hurt them emotionally. For the last 16 months I have blamed myself every single day from the moment I wake up in the morning until the minute I go to bed, that it was my fault Ricky is dead. I have lived with this torture and I can never escape it. I have changed because of this and not for the better…”

Chris didn’t know how to respond to that, she blamed herself for Ricky’s death which was the furthest thought on his mind…

Peyton: “I tend to make so many mistakes now, I live in fear of people I care about and I look at myself in the mirror and hate what stares back at me. I lost Ricky and I never was given the chance to tell him how much I loved him and wanted to spend the rest of my life with him… Then along came Alistaire, and for a while I thought that I found the man of my dreams. Ali can be a nuisance at times, but he cared and I know he loved me, he did things in his own way, I don’t know maybe it scared him that he allowed someone into his life, a situation he just couldn’t control by himself, I don’t know. But now he is in an ICU, I can’t even see him, I can’t fly up to be with him, even if I am his ex-fiancé… I’m not welcome there.”

Chris:
“This was not your fault; Peyton I hope you know that.”

Peyton: “No? You don’t think that what I did to him didn’t play a part on him emotionally? Maybe he was distracted, maybe he was thinking about what I did to him and that led to him not paying attention to the car that hit and almost killed him? I am trying so hard right now to wrap my head around everything. Who is next? Kelcey? Owen? Jennifer? Christian? You?”

Chris retook a seat beside the young Peyton who was going through a lot, it pained him to see her this way because it looked like things were on the up for her both mentally and career wise.

Chris: “Peyton, you need to stop blaming yourself for all of this, look what you have done in the last few weeks, finally took control of your career, you bloody went out to the ring and called your shot to the Elimination Chamber of all matches. What happened to Alistaire was an accident, that had absolutely nothing to do with you these things happen.”


She wasn’t buying it, it hit too close to home, always wondering who or what was next, it was the guilt and grief she was suffering from as it had taken its toll on her and all she could do is think about all things she could have done to change what has happened. Peyton truly believed that breaking up with Alistaire caused this accident…

Peyton: “I’m going crazy, aren’t I? I swear it feels like I don’t know whether I am coming or going… I just want the world to swallow me up whole…”

Chris: “No love, you are not going crazy. You’re a young woman that has been struck with grief and rather than face it, buried deep for a long time… Now you need help, and I know this hurt’s, and it is easy to blame yourself for what happened, but you can’t keep this up Peyton, it is torture, you are too young to be thinking like this. Alistaire is a grown man that makes his own decisions, my son and I have both been in that situation with car’s, and I wish I could blame Blake Mason for this, but I know for a fact he wasn’t in New York.”


Peyton took a moment to pause and think about what he just said, she slowly turned to Chris who smiled, she let out a chuckle before it turned into tears, he brought her in close, placing his arm over her shoulder. After her attack, he has seen how Peyton has used it as a pillar of strength, intensifying her workouts, the morning Yoga, the claim of the Elimination Chamber even taking a shot by Richter, then going toe to toe with Christy Matthews the week after in a Double DQ. He saw that Peyton was starting to get her footing and that alone made him happy, but now this had to happen and the concern is back, she was retreating back into her own head something he knew all too well with his own experiences…..

Peyton: “I have always done what I thought was right and followed the rules, I made mistakes, sure but I tried to amend them the best I can, own up to the ones that really affected others as well. I loved Alistaire, I really did. I didn’t mean to hurt him, he just hurt me, he took away the joy of a partnership because he became too overzealous. I didn’t want this to happen to him, Alistaire didn’t deserve it.”

Chris: “Everyone knows that Peyton.”

Peyton: “I want to see him, hold his hand and tell Ali that everything is going to be alright, but I know that I am not welcomed up there, they would throw me out faster than I arrived and it kills me. He did this to me though, he alienated me from his family and now I can’t even go, and fucking see him…. I just want to see him!!”

Now she was starting to get angry, sitting up and then getting to her feet, pacing some in the sand as the wall which held back her raw emotions began to crack…

Peyton: “It was Adam Allocco’s fault; he did this to him! He was part of the reason this engagement never worked! I am always blaming myself, thinking that I did so much wrong and yet this bastard, this…. This jerk uses and treats his son in that way!? He tries to cop a feel on my ass, he had a bunch of Russian thugs’ chloroform and kidnap me, he…”

Chris: “WHOA! Peyton!? What are you talking about love!?”

Peyton: “There was so much you don’t know Chris. You have no idea the hell that man put me through just because I loved his son. Since RTG, I have been a wreck. Then finally by mistake of all things because Jennifer wants to be a bitch about your son and I, end up at his dads which shockingly has become the best thing that has happened to me in the last year… I end up almost getting raped by some sicko at a Night Club that you told me not to go in, but I didn’t listen…”


Peyton stops in the sand and just trembles with all manner of emotion now… It was like the cracks in the dam she had built were about to break…


Peyton
: “But I tried to focus on my career, I finally used how I feel as a motivator, the anger and frustration I had, turned and used it for my advantage and now… Now Ali may be dying in some hospital, and I… I just can’t… and now you think I’m crazy and I …..”

Chris now stands, he goes to comfort Peyton, but she steps back….

Peyton: “No…. no. I can’t be in your arms…”

Chris: “Peyton, what’s going on.”

Peyton: “I am not going to try and cross that line, for every time I am, all I think about is Ricky.”


She starts to walk away, back into the house leaving Chris there standing, seeing what this young woman and the turmoil within herself is going through. Now he was convinced that he wasn’t going to be able to do this on his own. Reaching into his pocket, he grabbed his cell…

Chris: “Hey Siri, call Kelcey Wallace…”


A Few Hours Later

Peyton wasn’t eating, she was a complete mess. For all the good she had done to get things on track, it felt like it was all for not with it all beginning to unravel… Chris didn’t know what else to do, there was only so much he could do and so he called for Kelcey to come over and help him with her. He was slowly seeing her deteriorate, even though she was ready to step into the Elimination Chamber, but with her head in the state it was in Chris was starting to really worry about her, just like her parents. Peyton was lying in bed in shorts and a tank top, curled up on a body pillow watching Cobra Kai on Netflix. She had no idea that Kelcey was coming over to see her, as she hadn’t really come out of her room since her conversation with Chris on the beach. Downstairs the front door opened, Kelcey walked in wearing jeans, peep toe pumps and a blue blouse, her long sandy blonde hair hung down, nails polished a matte sky blue. Chris smiled as she went ahead and hugged him, catching him by surprise….

PeytonCastPic-Kelcey2Kelcey: “Hey love, thanks for calling me.”

Chris: “If I didn’t think it needed your touch, I probably wouldn’t have if I’m honest. How’s the arm and neck?”

Kelcey: “You know I have had a lot worse; everyone still doesn’t believe I’m better now.”

Chris: “Are you really?”

Kelcey: “There are times I’ll admit I worry, but the doctors say I am and because of that people like Giovanni Aries will get his again, that I promise. How have things been going?”

Chris: “Can we sit for a second?”

Kelcey: “Sure, what is it?”

They both sit down on the couch. Chris and Peyton never told Kelcey about the attack near the house, she didn’t want anyone to know, but Chris felt like Kelcey should know. You never go into a situation without having all the facts…..

Kelcey: “Something’s happened with Peyton hasn’t it?”

Chris: “Look, I don’t want you to be alarmed, but a few weeks ago Peyton was attacked walking home from one of the local bars…”

Kelcey: “CHRIS!?”

Kelcey sat up right ready to go upstairs but Chris grabs her by the hand and shakes his head…

Chris: “Peyton didn’t want me to worry you, she is fine, nothing happened except for that bruise on her cheek and lip which she told you happened in training.”

Kelcey: “So that’s what happened…”

Chris: “Yeah, for what it’s worth I made sure that son of a bitch paid for what he did, but that incident triggered something in her… She went out and made her call for the Elimination Chamber spot, her workouts have intensified, I have never seen her more focused Kelcey, things were actually going very well, she has also been looking for a place although I admit, Bear and I love having her around….”

Kelcey looked at Chris a little confused…

Kelcey: “Who… is Bear?”

Chris: “He’s a dog I rescued a while ago, he’s an Akita and absolutely adores her.”

Kelcey: “How big is this dog?”

Chris: “Big enough, anyway he and Peyton are like a couple now. If not for him I wouldn’t know something was wrong, Kelcey and….”


He pauses, and now Chris starts getting a bit emotional, his eyes tear up a little, much to Kelcey’s surprise, as she starts to rub his back…..

Chris: “I don’t know what I would have done if something had happened to her under my watch… You asked me to do this favor for you and I was hesitant as you know… and if…”

Kelcey: “Well nothing happened okay, so don’t put weight on your shoulders Chris.”

Chris pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed…

Chris: “I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t help it sometimes. She…. While you asked me to help her there is no denying she’s helped me as well… Peyton has given me hope, made me feel like I am actually doing something important by helping her through these struggles she faces and there is no denying it has become therapy for me too, because the way she looks at me…..”

Kelcey:
“Like how?”

Chris: “Like how you used to look at me, back when things were simpler. She’s a good kid Kelcey, I want to help her, I want to set Peyton straight, and there is nothing more I would want than to see her win that Chamber, but more importantly, she needs to get over the grief from Ricky’s passing…”

Kelcey: “I was afraid of that. I want to help her… But I’m not sure where to begin.”

Chris looks to his eye wife and nods…

Chris: “Yes you do Kelcey, you understand better than most about grieving, I recall how you were after Remington passed. I know how I felt when it happened, it took us both a while to get over that.”

Kelcey: “Yeah…”

Chris half smiles and rests a hand on Kelcey’s…

Chris: “That said, admittedly for the most part you and I kept up appearances like she has, but we were fortunate back then to have each other to lean on at our most vulnerable. She doesn’t seem to believe she has that right now and with Jennifer acting the way she had with her, I don’t blame her for feeling like that. But we need to do something about that.”

Kelcey: “Then we need to show her that she isn’t alone. There have been studies that show the grieving process can take up to four years, maybe even longer. She can’t fight this battle alone.”

Chris: “No, she can’t. I remember how I felt when they told me that you died during Nathaniel’s birth… I never want to feel that way again and if it is remotely half of what she is feeling, then she doesn’t need to be judged for her mistakes she may have made.”

Kelcey’s eyes widened some, she didn’t expect to hear that from Chris. Her hand gently rests on his face as she smiles some….

Kelcey: “You won’t. Where is she?”

Chris: “In her room, it used to be my study.”

Kelcey: “Okay, I’ll be right back.”

Chris nods, Kelcey stands up and walks up the stairs, while he looks on, sitting back on the couch and thinking what he once had with her, and how she and Peyton compare in similarities, two very smart, loving women that have been through hell but he was positive much like Kelcey, Peyton would come out of this better for it..

Kelcey walks in. Peyton and Bear are sitting on the bed. She slowly turns surprised to see Kelcey, Bear hops off, doesn’t even bark, instead playfully jumps on Kelcey and licks her face…

 

Kelcey: “You must be Bear!”

Peyton: “Yeah, that’s Bear.”

Kelcey: “Handsome fella!”

Bear drops down and walks out of the room, back downstairs with Chris. Kelcey offers her hand…

Peyton: “What?”

Kelcey: “I loved this house, every afternoon, when the sun was setting, I would go for a walk, allow the water to brush against my feet, there was no feeling like it. Come, let’s go for a walk.”

Peyton: “Okay.”

She takes Kelcey’s hand, as they both walk out, Chris and Bear are out in the back as the ladies take off their shoes and walk out into the beach….

Kelcey: “We’ll be right back.”

Chris: “Okay, are you going to be staying for a while?”

Kelcey: “I can, Nathaniel is with Trinity, your brother is on business.”

Chris: “Stay for dinner?”

Kelcey: “I’d like that.”

Chris: “I’ll order from Pazzini’s.”

Kelcey: “Yum, haven’t had that in a long time.”

Chris smiles and grabs his phone. Peyton and Kelcey walk out and head to the water, taking a small stroll….

Kelcey: “Chris cares about you, and you know I love you like a daughter. He told me what happened a couple of weeks ago and I need for you not to be mad at him.’

PeytonCastPic-PeytonShoot2Peyton: “I can’t be mad at him and I didn’t want you to worry. Chris and Bear saved me, and they have become a part of my life. I honestly don’t want to move out, but I know eventually that you two….”

Kelcey: “Wait…. Peyton. Do not put the wagon before the horse love, we are all living our lives now, you know that.”

Peyton: “I do, I don’t know, but I may move back to Arizona with my dad.”

Kelcey: “No, you are staying.”

Peyton: “I can’t.”

Kelcey: “Peyton listen to me; I understand that you are going through some tough times right now. What happened to Alistaire is terrible, I cannot believe that, he is such a vibrant and talented young man that I wanted to guide, but unfortunately he had his own way of doing things, I blame a lot of that on his father. What happened to him was an accident Peyton, Chris told me you were taking it pretty hard, well all I can say is that you had nothing to do with that. Don’t allow this to affect you in this way, you’re already carrying a heavy burden.”

Peyton doesn’t respond, looking down at her feet as the water brushes over them. Kelcey turns as Peyton glances over her….

Kelcey: “When my father died, it took me a long time to get over his death. There were moments when I could hear him talking to me. I went into a bit of self-destruction. One night I got so drunk, I passed out on that sand hill over there and Chris had to carry me inside, that night I thought I saw him, it was so real, and ever since then, I have had to slowly let go. Then my mother died in a car accident, that was tough too, though she and I never always saw eye to eye, the one thing she wanted for me was to be Perfect. I never reached that goal, but the one caveat to all of it, I became stronger. Sometimes we lose people that are a vital part of our lives and it is hard to get over it. Did you know that I too contemplated ending my life?”

Peyton stops, turning toward Kelcey…

Peyton: “You talked to my father?”

Kelcey: “I did. Why don’t you come to me? Why don’t you confide in me, Peyton, I am the closest family you have here.”

Peyton: “I…. I can’t.”

Kelcey: “Why?”

Peyton: “I…. just can’t.”

Kelcey: “WHY!?”

Peyton: “BECAUSE I DON’T WANT YOU TO GET HURT! I don’t know what I would do if I lost you. That is why I sat bedside with you the entire time, I paused my career and my life to make sure that yours didn’t end and when Breakdown went off the air and you were being choked out by Giovanni Aries while Sienna screamed that he break your arm, while I can’t speak for Aaron or Owen, I can sure as hell speak for myself, that I am worried they will use you to get to us, Owen and Aaron may not see it that way, but I sure as hell do! Don’t you see it, Kelcey!? Every single person that I love end up getting hurt or dead!”

Kelcey: “That is not going to happen to me, I am alive and well and if you are worried about Giovanni Aries and The Wonderland, don’t be. Look at me, Peyton. I am in the best shape of my life and can defend myself. I will make sure those battles are won at my hand, he and Sienna, but that is not your concern, you made your call to the Elimination Chamber, and I wish you would have talked to me about it first, but you didn’t. That is a structure which is unrelenting and unforgiving.”

Peyton: “And you won it. So, can I. A couple of weeks ago, I didn’t know what I was going to do, I was lost in my own little world trying to feel sorry for myself, wondering if I was even going to wrestle or go back to school and do something else, because let’s face it, you have spent more time with Owen and Aaron then me. I’m not mad, I get it, priorities and all that good stuff, but now Aaron is in the Chamber too, and if you think I am going to hold back, you’re wrong. I am frustrated, I am angry at so much right now, all I want to do is scream and what happened to Ali was wrong, it hit me hard because I don’t want him to end up like Ricky, I don’t want my decisions to cost someone’s life like it did Ricky’s and….”

Kelcey holds up her hands, gesturing for Peyton to stop for a moment…

Kelcey: “Peyton, if I came across as giving more time and attention to Owen and Aaron, I am sorry, then that means I am not doing my job as a manager and mentor. You were my centerpiece since day one, I built the Perfect Pack around you, and there is nothing I want more than to see you succeed, and I know you will, I also know that you have a great chance in winning the Elimination Chamber, but that doesn’t mean you will, look at the heavy hitters in the match. I am worried about your state of mind right now, and this grief you are experiencing is crippling, I have been there, I know! It smothers you in every sense of the word but you can’t let it and we all know that Ricky wouldn’t want you to be this way, and instead celebrate and honor his life, do it by living as Peyton Rice would, and wrestle like Peyton Rice would…. And win the Elimination Chamber like Peyton Rice would…. While Ricky was still alive.”

Peyton’s eyes widen some, before in a sobering way lowers her head….

Peyton: “I’m going to win that Chamber and not allow all that has been happening to me outside the ring affect what I do. You saw me bring the fight to Christy, you saw me go out there and make the call to enter the Chamber, and I did so with the advice by Chris. He never pointed me to the Chamber, but he told me the greats make things happen and that is exactly what I did. At Under Attack, I’m walking out of there the winner, there is no other option…..”

Kelcey: “…. I know you are and….”

Peyton: “… but I am doing it without you.”

Kelcey was taken back by what Peryton had just said. Kelcey didn’t exactly know what she meant but the young Rice quickly cleared it up…

Peyton: “You are and will always be my manager and mentor, but at Under Attack, I need to do this on my own. You have become a target and a huge distraction. I have to worry about five other wrestlers and not worry about you. I hope that you understand.”

Kelcey: “I do, and I am sorry that it had come to that, I never meant for my issues with these maniacs to spill out into your path to the top. I promise moving forward I will make sure they don’t. I respect that about you Peyton, that you are willing to go into this fight alone, but you will NEVER be alone, Chris and myself along with so many others will be back there cheering you on.”

Peyton: “Thank you, for everything you have done for me, I won’t let you down again, I promise.”

Kelcey: “You never let me down.”

As they embrace and the cool ocean water brushes across their feet, Kelcey kisses her on the forehead, for Peyton is not just her protégé, she has stated many times that she is like her daughter and how she has also helped Chris, it shows what kind of person the young woman is, one that while she may have her own issues and has made a lot of mistakes, Peyton is learning from them, growing and focusing now on what she can control. They hold hands, walking again down the beach, no words, just the sea.

The Next Day

Shady Grove Cemetery

 

Peyton had taken her sandals off, wearing a black sundress, her hair down and nails polished white. She sat on a blanket, she felt at peace when she talked to him. This was her way of staying sane, but at the same time, Peyton needed to somehow have closure, let go and when she thought it happened last year, it didn’t, once the engagement was over and RTG, the realization that she was suffering from stricken grief was a slap to her face, and she needed to get help, as it had started to affect her life to the point she wasn’t being herself anymore…..

 

Peyton: “So yeah, I walked right into the ring and I grabbed the mic and how you taught me, I go…. “But there is one thing that I can throw myself into and challenge myself to take the best step forward in the remaining part of 2020. A year that’s had so many ups and downs for everyone, me included. It’s a bit of a tradition around here and I haven’t heard it mentioned. The Chamber!”, I was so pumped, the crowd went nuts, I didn’t think they knew I was going to mention that. It was like, forgotten so I took it upon to remind everyone of it, throw six of us in there and make it for something, right? I’m probably going to get myself killed.”

She let out a laugh, thinking that Ricky would be doing the same thing right now, shaking his head at her but proud that she took the initiative to make that call….

Peyton: “I figured you would be proud of me. So also, Chris is no longer with Sienna, I’m sure that makes you smile, considering that bitch tried to get you to recruit me, and let’s see what else…. I am living with Chris Cannon right now; he is my new beau… I’m just kidding babe, but I will say that sometimes I think he channels your spirit somehow and I….”

Peyton looks up at the sky, chuckling a little as her eyes tear up again, always finding it difficult to deal with the loss….

Peyton: “…. I’m not getting married anymore, because like Mr. Blake Mason told me a month or so ago, that any guy that I date will be measured by you, so in other words I’m going to grow old and alone. Ricky, I came here because I wanted to tell you I need to get over this and I don’t know how. I think that is why I chose the Elimination Chamber, because I need to prove to myself that I can do it without you or anyone for that matter, as I have to be me, Ricky. I have to be that girl who loved life when you were in it, and still to this day….”

She wipes tears from her face….

Peyton: “…. I can’t let my soul rot away and die inside. I love you so much and I miss you, God, I fucking miss you. I’m lost without you, Ricky….. I am. That is why I have to find myself again. And maybe the Chamber is a start. I promise you, that I am going to give it my best, and walk out a winner. Wrestling is all I have left….. it is all I have left.”

Placing her hand on his gravestone, she lowers her head and cries, feeling at the end of her rope, and looking for anything to give her hope…..

… and maybe Under Attack will be the start.

SCENE FADES


NOTHING PRETTY ABOUT THE ELIMINATION CHAMBER

Centennial Olympic Park is a 22-acre public park located in downtown Atlanta, Georgia owned and operated by the Georgia World Congress Center Authority. It was built by the Atlanta Committee for the Olympic Games as part of the infrastructure improvements for the 1996 Summer Olympics. It plays host to millions of visitors a year and several events, including a summer popular music concert series and an annual Independence Day concert and fireworks display. The park is surrounded by many major Atlanta Landmarks; the Georgia World Congress Center, College Football Hall of Fame, State Farm Arena, the CNN Center, and Mercedes-Benz Stadium are all on the west side of the park and the Georgia Aquarium, National Center for Civil and Human Rights, and the World of Coca-Cola on the north side of the park. It is bounded by Marietta Street to the west, Baker Street to the north and Centennial Olympic Park Drive to the east and south. Andrew Young International Boulevard, named for the former Atlanta mayor and United Nations ambassador, runs through the southern portion of the park. Since 2008, the area around the park has been marketed, and increasingly referred to in the press, as the Luckie Marietta District. The Atlanta Streetcar passes along the east side of the park, with a stop for the park on Centennial Olympic Drive.

Here is where we find the beautiful, young and talented Peyton Rice along with her manager, Kelcey Wallace and though Peyton doesn’t want to put Kelcey in harm’s way, she will enter the chamber and has requested she concentrate on Owen and stay in the back for her match. After all that has been going on recently in the SCW, Peyton is worried about her, and yet not herself as she has been going through a difficult time both in and out of the ring. Peyton seems to have been always dealing with things in her personal life, the latest was the breakup of her engagement to Alistaire Allocco, the loss of the Adrenaline Championship at Rise to Greatness, her inability to somehow find her footing, and some other personal issues which have led to her moving out of Owen’s house and now in the process of buying a home herself, or more like a condo, she has decided to stay in Kelcey’s old beach house with Chris Cannon, though she was very unaware that he was living there now, as the house never sold and Chris decided to take it off the market in Hermosa Beach. Now it is about the Elimination Chamber and five other wrestlers, a mix of veterans and newer stars ready to make the jump, elevate themselves to a shot at the United States or Adrenaline Title.

Peyton is ready to become a champion again.

She knows what is at risk, and ready to go all out. Wearing jeans, wedge sandals and a tan halter top, her hair in a high ponytail and nails polished white, the gorgeous Rice with Kelcey in jeans, a blue blouse, thong sandals with her nails polished a matte sky blue and long sandy blonde hair hanging down stands back and allows Peyton to address her opponents…

 

REC:

 

She takes a second before finally taking a deep breath and speaking in her girlish yet sexy tone….

 

PeytonCastPic-PeytonShoot3“Centennial Olympic Park has a lot of history, the bombing, Richard Jewel, but it is also a home full of memories, a dedication to the great athletes who competed, their sweat, blood and tears representing their various countries in honor to be the very best. I chose to come here for a little inspiration, the City of Atlanta was a hot bed for professional wrestling for a long time, this is the capital of the South if you ask anyone, and it is also the home of this year’s SCW Under Attack PPV, famous for the Elimination Chamber. It is no secret how I have been feeling since right before Rise to Greatness and afterwards, to the point I even had Damian Angel concerned about my well-being, and that shows me something, where even a man that dangerous and influential in the wrestling spectrum could see that I was going through some dark times. See, I bleed this sport, I have dedicated my life to it, for when I was at Ante Up with so many others who came up the ranks, it was Ricky Octavius and I all the way, thinking that in this business we would always be together, wrestling for the biggest company in the world, that was always our goal….

One that was never reached.

How many times do we set out to do something special, enter an arena and proclaim that tonight is your night to make a name for yourself, to actually take what you want, grab it, hold on to it and never let go? For two years I have done things the right way, followed the rules and never questioned authority. I was able to grow within this company, take my lumps, learn some valuable lessons and most importantly mature within myself, but during all of that, many wondered why I wasn’t at the very top already, considering so many others had who came after me or I had been successful against had, I can tell you why…

I never once came up to the plate like Babe Ruth, pointing to left field.

It was time that Peyton Rice made the move, which is the reason I chose the Elimination Chamber. No one had talked about, there wasn’t one mention of it as the entire roster was so focused on the titles already booked and being defended or the tag team league where so many of the best are involved in right now, but I wasn’t. It was time that Sasha, Katya, whoever was in charge to look me in the eyes after I spoke those word and give me what I wanted. As I stood there talking though, Christy Matthews comes out and interrupts me and has some very nasty things to say, but before I even get to that, I know what I am stepping into, I have watched this structure be so unforgiving to the wrestlers who have stepped inside, it has changed lives and careers, you are never the same again when walking out of the “Belly of the Steel Beast” as Kelcey Wallace used to call it. The very best in this sport have at one time experienced the structure and look at all the legends and Hall of Famers that can never say they won it….

I’m going to change my fortunes and be one of the select few who can say they survived and won the Chamber.

What is at stake was the cherry on top, another chance to hold the Adrenaline Championship or the opportunity to elevate my game further and go after the United States title. Whatever the case, the prize is nice and rewarding, but that is not why I came out to the ring a few weeks ago and laid it all out there. I did it for me. Not in a selfish way, I needed to remind myself why I came to the SCW, why I chose professional wrestling, and why I am here now, not sitting in the back watching the rest of the wrestlers elevate themselves as I brood backstage moping, wondering if my time will ever come again, no….

I made it my time.

For some of us this is a chance to put ourselves back on the playing field. Jake Starr who is not only a veteran but one of the greats in the SCW, Hall of Famer, and Mr. Everything finds himself filling in for Jason Helms who went down with injury. He not only gets to enter the Chamber; he also now needs a new tag team partner in the League Series. Problem is Jake thinks I demanded this and haven’t earned anything, where yet again this is a disappointment coming from the same guy who used his Trios Contract to get a shot at every title in one night. I didn’t demand a damn thing, Mr. Starr, I did what every one else like you had done, made a play. Don’t disrespect me, Jake Starr, I haven’t done that to you. Jake Starr though isn’t the only one that can benefit from this, Crystal Zdunich has the chance many do not get to elevate herself to another level by walking out the winner of the Chamber and getting a shot at one of those prestigious championships. They are in the same boat I am, but unlike Jake, who has been in the Chamber before, for a girl like me, this is a new experience, and I must deal with that unknown entity which hovers over me.

At some point I needed to get over my fears and take a leap of faith…

Under Attack is the ledge I jumped off.”

 

Peyton paces a little, knowing that the Elimination Chamber is the most dangerous contraption that exists in the SCW and with five other hungry competitors there, what Peyton knows better than anyone, is that she is in it for not only to survive but to win, and while Jake Starr and Crystal Zdunich are threats, there are three more wrestlers who are gunning for her elimination, one of them is her stablemate and good friend, Aaron Blackbourne. She turns, continuing to speak to the camera…

 

“While I am a participant in the Chamber, and decided to bring the subject up, that is when I saw women like Kandis, and Christy Matthews jump at the opportunity. There was something Christy had said to me that stuck, before I was punched by her yes-man, Christopher Richter, and that was, if I left the SCW tomorrow and faded into obscurity, no one would give a damn about what I did with the exception of a few college guys who masturbate to my picture. Well, I don’t know about the last part, but I can’t disagree. She is right, if I left tomorrow, sooner or later I would be a trivia question at the local watering hole. I want to thank you though Christy, because while you are completely wrong about Kelcey Wallace trying to live vicariously through me and the rest of the Perfect Pack, she can handle her own self in the ring and you know it. Unlike you though Christy who belongs in the Hall of Fame and has had one of the most memorable careers, you talk about people forgetting you, they didn’t, they never forgot what Christy Matthews the wrestler has done, they have forgotten the bitch Christy Matthews became.

The sellout who needed to be a part of Infamous instead of going on her own, the one who was about to rip Ravyn into pieces for messing with her family and then helped Syren become a World Champion to be a part of her little circle, not as an individual or the star of the show like you should have been, but instead as a third wheel. The fans do not respect that, they don’t want to see a talented former World Champion take a backseat to some self-entitled spotlight hog like Syren. The real reason you came out during MY airtime, when I finally decided to speak up for once was because you couldn’t stand the fact, I was calling a shot. You could have done the same thing Christy, instead decided to interrupt me, have your gorilla punch me in the face and then have to deal with Jason Helms until I found my opening to remind you why I was out there in the first place, shame that Jason was hurt,  and he is not able to participate in the Chamber, that still leaves you and I. Last Breakdown I went toe to toe with you, Christy. I can say without any conviction in my voice that you are one of the toughest women I have ever wrestled, and I know that inside the Chamber you are the most dangerous competitor in it. Christy, unlike you I will never degrade your talent, and yes you have done MILES more than I have, the problem is the company never forgot about Christy Matthews, you did that to yourself, and young as I am, while I may not even be close to the same accolades as you, and have gone down to defeat to vets like Hodges and losing my Adrenaline Championship to Glory Braddock, yet with each one of those fights, I continued to grow, I learned more and more what not to do, and one thing I can say that even throughout my struggles, everything that has been piled on me since whether it is in the ring or my personal life, one thing is certain…

I will never change how I feel about the SCW.

This isn’t going to become an excuse for me to change my attitude, suddenly becoming bitter and upset with the powers that be, I leave that play to the veterans like Christy and Glory who want to blame their failures on everyone else. Christy, you are looked upon as a working mother who has broken ceilings for young women in the sport like me….

YOU CHOSE TO BE FOROTTEN BY YOUR ACTIONS!

I refuse to become you, veterans think they can push their weight around, I don’t care if you think I am incapable of surviving the Chamber or defeating you, Christy, I know that I can walk out of there the winner whatever entrant I come out as, for I knew what I was signing up for, I had a strong feeling that whatever was going to happen, I would not allow anything less than victory to define me. Your act to berate me was out of desperation, you hate to see the younger talent get the attention, when you don’t need it, the accolades alone that you have Christy is the attention you receive but that is not good enough, so let me ask you this…

What happens if I eliminate you? What happens if you are not the person to walk out of the Chamber and it is me? This is the reality you must deal with for like I have been saying all week, I am on stage now, I am the one who is taking control of her career, I went through my motions, I earned my stripes, I put in the work and now I will reap in the rewards, for I control my own path now and if you want to come out and tell me how things are going to play out in my career, let me tell you, they will not. I have too much faith in the SCW, the fans and wrestlers in the locker room who are not looking for hand me outs. I promised my father and the woman standing behind me, I will NEVER be corrupted by the shine of gold or some rough patches here or there….

It is part of the journey….

And they will remember you not just by how many titles and huge matches you won, but by the person you are….

…. That is why, your experiences will never be mine, I am not nor will I ever be Christy Matthews.”

 

Kelcey takes a deep breath at the speech Peyton just spoke, she has really turned a corner the last few weeks for when things started back after RTG, she was in really bad shape. Her personal issues too have become a huge problem for her as well, which is why it is refreshing to see Peyton try to deal with all and stay so focused on the Chamber. She turns back to the camera….

 

“While Christy, Jake and Crystal all look to make their moments become a reality inside the Chamber, an old nemesis from EMERGE in Kandis is also a part of it, who we have had our matches before here too, also steps inside, but unlike the rest of them, Kandis seemed to be inspired after what I had done a few weeks back on Breakdown, but again, it was for her own gain and nothing more. See, Kandis is one of those women who is extremely deceiving, you see her size, yet she moves with precision. A very strong and skilled wrestler with a huge butt, yet that she uses to her advantage. I have been on the other side of what she can do in the ring, we are no strangers, and we are also not friends. I think and maybe I am out of line here, but there is at least a mutual respect between the two of us, this is about competition and though I will never agree with how she handles her business in and out of the ring, I was not a fan of how she and Tommy Valentine, one of my old trainers, played a part in David and Regan Helms journey to Rise to Greatness, it was disrespectful. Kandis is looking to break out, with Tommy having a chance at the World Championship, she would love to stand next to him with an Elimination Chamber win holding one of those titles that will be the prize to whomever survives, I can relate to how hungry Kandis is, the tag team division has been her bread and butter, and now she wants to be a singles champion, always so condescending in her approach toward me like she did right after I mentioned the Chamber and suddenly she wants in?

You’re welcome Kandis, that I gave you the idea, for as I look at it, the more the merrier. I am actually glad that you chose to step into it with me, we are the two members of the old EMERGE who have really made our names here and shown just how talented the first season was, but the two of us have taken different paths to get here, and I for one am not surprised that yours never changed. See, the Elimination Chamber is going to be that career defining moment for one us including Crystal and Aaron, or another day in the office for Christy and Jake. I’m not in the mood to allow you to walk out of the Chamber a winner Kandis all so you can share the limelight with Tommy, proving you can do it without him, we all know you can, that was never in question, this Elimination Chamber though Kandis, is not going to be the platform you use to get there….

… it will be mine.

I have never been a bitch to you, times have changed and I am more determined and driven then ever to walk into the Chamber, the relentless steel and take my lumps as they come, broken or not and that goes to you too Aaron, my friend, my stablemate and a man that Kelcey sees a World Champion in. Let’s talk about truth though Aaron, when I was ready to break the TV Title record, you stopped me one defense shy of it. Then you went on to face James Evans and Bree Lancaster for the World Title in classics, matches that everyone still talks about today, while I had to settle for any type of match I could get to stay afloat. I’m not mad at you Aaron, I don’t hold grudges, what I do is never forget. All I have seen is a guy doing everything he can to become the very best in this business, and I have nothing but admiration for you…..

All part of the process.

So am I though Aaron, and somedays I feel like I have taken a backseat to you and Owen, while you guys have done so much here in the SCW and rightfully so, I am the one person in the Perfect Pack that has fought through quicksand and the more I struggle, the further I sink, I can’t drown anymore Aaron…..

It’s time for me to swim and if that means I have to take out and eliminate my own friend and partner to do it, you know I will, for if there is anything that is more important than this Chamber to me right now, I invite you to find it. I have nothing but love for you, Aaron, I do there will be no rift or animosity after this, but, in this match, you are no different than the other four standing in my way. Kelcey knows it, and so do you Aaron, which is why I have had to do a lot of soul searching these past few months….

And decided it was time that I took my place at the dinner table too.

I have allowed for my personal issues to interfere with my life. So oftengrief causes me to freeze up and remain stagnant in pain and doubts leaving me to hide in the darkness alone. I have had a hard lesson since RTG to not allow this grief and pain, sever my relationships or control my existence….

For as I enter the Elimination Chamber, I take back that control and will do so as a woman focused on one thing….

Survival.”

 

Peyton tilts her head as Kelcey stands behind her protégé, Rice’s green eyes glare into the camera before speaking….

 

“When this over, the Elimination Chamber will claim five victims, and only one will stand tall. That individual will remind the entire SCW….

Peyton Rice is not just another “Pretty” face.”

 

She continues to glare into the camera before finally cracking a smirk as Kelcey stands behind her, proud and nodding in approval.

 

FADE TO BLACK

/REC

Vs. THE ELIMINATION CHAMBER: UNDER ATTACK 2020 RP 2

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REC:

“I called my shot for the Elimination Chamber and many are wondering why. I have been in the SCW now for almost two years, in that time I had the chance to become a Television and Adrenaline Champion. I started my career losing my first singles match to John Goddard, I was wondering right off the bat if I even belonged. In time I started to score some pretty big wins, against some of the more established talent, even Jordan Majors who is a huge star now headlining the last two PPV’s including the biggest one of the year, and this is nothing against Jordan at all, oh no, but I use her success as a measuring stick because let’s face it, I have had her number, yet I am not put into those types of matches, I am not promoted like she is, and I was the second longest reigning TV Champion of all time, outlasting the likes of Aaron Blackbourne, Christy Matthews, Syren, Cookie, Regan and Kennedy Street. I’m not bragging at all; I’m simply pointing out a fact. I defeated Jordan for the Adrenaline Championship when she was coming off some huge momentum including outlasting me at Day of Infamy and the Trios Tournament, the wave was riding on her when she won the title at Retribution against Asher Hayes and Marie Jones while I was lighting up the ring in a rematch with the then TV Campion, Kelsai Adamson-Mason. I have had my ups and downs, they have been at times a struggle, but in all that I was still able to maintain course and defeat some of the best this roster has….

And they have gone on to bigger and better things….

…. I have not.

Why? 

Lack of talent? 

No. 

Lack of enthusiasm? 

No. 

Lack of opportunity?

No. 

So then why, I continue to ask me, no one else, just me, they get all the attention and I find myself relegated to the back watching this all go by right in front of my eyes? I’m not blaming the SCW or the people in charge, this falls all on my shoulders as I control my own destiny, no one else. For the longest time I am the type of person who wears her heart on the sleeve, I always take everything seriously and maybe to the point it has become detrimental to me. In the past I have tried to shake things off and move on, but the love I have for this sport has stopped me from moving forward and this right here is where I feel like I am holding myself back. I sat and broke down everything that happened at Rise to Greatness, trying to come up with answers, bottom line, I left myself susceptible to a veteran who has no scruples…. 

And now as I finally was sitting in the back wondering what was next for me, I decided, I was going to take control of my own career and make things happen, and so I stormed out to the ring knowing it was all or nothing. I stated the Elimination Chamber, it was my turn to take back what I lost, the love and the desire to compete in this sport. Trust me, the minute I did it, there was going to be backlash, those who would storm down to the ring and take some of the lightning in my bottle because they didn’t think of it first or I beat them to the punch. Even Kelcey didn’t know what I was going to do, but enough is enough, I am tired of waiting, I am tired of beating myself up and losing the love of this sport and….

…. I am tired of screwing up all the time in my personal ventures.

Everyone thinks I am this really nice, loving and respectful person who can do no wrong, they believe I am some naïve and at the same time very well-mannered woman who carries herself like a lady should and for a while, I used to think it, too. Then I look at all the people I have hurt with my stupid decisions, the way I have reacted to stressful situations that not even I know how to deal with it correctly. I wish I were this person you all see in me….

But sadly, I’m not. 

I have severed relationships because I couldn’t handle the fallout, I broke trust in lovers and family who I should have stood by all this time and will never get the chance to do so again, and finally, I have disappointed the one woman I care about and respect more in this business, Kelcey Wallace. I freely admit it, I can see her attention going more towards Owen and Aaron, why not, they are getting it done and I am not….

Come Sunday though, that is going to change.

The Elimination Chamber is my chance to make a difference in the SCW, the opportunity to step up and defeat, outlast and outwrestle five great stars, two of them Hall of Fame legends, one a former rival in EMERGE who has pinned me before, another a close friend and stablemate and finally a wildcard who has made quite the name for herself outside the SCW. This was what I had been waiting for, no matter what happens to my body, will not make a single difference, as of right now, I NEED this. Christy Matthews is one of the best, a bitch but one of the best and I know because I went toe to toe with her in the ring two weeks ago. Kandis is grossly underrated, she can beat anyone with a blink of an eye and make you pay for it, ask The Hellcat. Jake Starr and what he has done for the SCW is written in history books. Aaron Blackbourne is like a brother to me and I am so glad to share the ring with him. Crystal Zdunich is a star in the making here and has proven it outside the walls of this promotion….

And me? 

I’m going to win this thing and become a champion again, it’s all I have left.”

/REC

 


 

A LONG ROAD TO GET THERE

CHAPTER TWO

Peyton had a good rest and a time away from the hustle and bustle, the talks with her dad helped, being with family, even with the clash she had when her mother had arrived, though from where she stood, it looked like her mother and father were on speaking terms again, trying to work things out, which in a way was progress, but for Peyton, it was hard to let go, forget exactly what she had done to her back when her high school and college years were just starting and basically had to give up all of it to grow up fast which could have attributed to some of her recent mistakes. Peyton knew that she wasn’t perfect or would ever be, perfect, embracing her faults, learning from them best she could be all she could possibly ask for. As the SCW was ramping back up though, Peyton was back in the gym though the young 24-year-old was always training and in the best shape of her life. Now though, back home she was going to have to deal with the consequences of her actions, that being none other than Jennifer Helms, Owen’s girlfriend and love of his life. It was a very difficult and uncomfortable situation, one that Peyton was trying so hard to get an audience with Jennifer as the feeling of breaking her trust had succumbed her in so many ways.

Peyton had to own up to her mistakes.

She and Christian were at an understanding or so she thought, even if they did get back together briefly on that night after RTG, Peyton stopped and knew that was not the right thing to do. She was frustrated, the pain of breaking up with Ali only brought back those memories of Ricky Octavius, what she once had with him, pushing him away, never giving Ricky the benefit of the doubt, was that true here as well with Ali? Was she right in doing what she felt was at the time the correct action and choice, though coming off sounding like a real bitch? It hit her pretty hard and now was the time, the moment where it was at an impasse was here, returning back home, knowing that Jennifer during her off weeks at EMERGE was always in town, though she was staying in her own condo and Owen with her. She arrived home, driving back and after Kelcey was awarded custody of Nathaniel, so much had changed in just the month she was gone….

Owen Cruze Home

Hollywood Hills, CA.

Weekend Before First BD Back

 

Peyton grabbed her suitcases and headed inside. She had on ripped jean shorts, flip flops, a Pink Floyd t-shirt, light makeup, a ball cap and nails polished white. As she walked in Owen was in shorts inside the kitchen, he didn’t expect her back yet…

 

PeytonCastPic-OwenOwen: “Pey, you’re back?”

Peyton: “Uh, yeah. What, you didn’t expect me to come back?”

Owen: “No… no… not at all, it’s good to see you. I thought you were coming home tomorrow, that is all.”

Peyton: “Oh, she’s, here isn’t she?”

Owen: “Jennifer? Yeah, she’s in the shower right now. It’s okay, I’m sure that you two can talk it out and everything is going to be alright. It was a bad time for you, we all understand that, we all do stupid things, I am the king of it.”

Peyton: “So you’re not mad at me for what I did?”

Owen: “Me? No, why would I be? What you went through sucks and honestly, I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. I know that RTG weekend wasn’t what you hoped, we both went through some tough things leading into it, but you’re my roomie and one of my best friends. I’m not going to judge you for what happened. Jenni is upset but I’m sure she is over it by now, hasn’t really talked about it much lately. Everything will be fine.”

PeytonCastPic-PeytonSHOOTPeyton: “I hope so Owen, because I never meant to hurt her in anyway. I’m mad at myself for what I did and I wish I could turn back the clock and not do it again, but as you saw after RTG, well it happened again, I was very impulsive and sometimes don’t think before I react. I’m sorry if I hurt you in anyway, I never meant to.”

Owen: “You don’t have to apologize to me, Pey. You and I are good.”

As Peyton smiled, she hugged Owen, and kissed him in the cheek just as Jennifer walked in in a robe, her wet hair hanging down, barefoot with her nails polished a glossy coating….

PeytonCastPic-JenniferJennifer: “Ahem…. So now you are going after my boyfriend too?”

Owen: “Come on Jen, you know that’s not going on here.”

Jennifer: “I don’t know, with her you never know.”

Peyton: “Okay, I deserved that. I haven’t been able to really have an audience with you, since everything that went down at RTG weekend and then at the show and after it, I wanted to really talk to you but I know you were pretty upset with me. I AM SORRY, I made a mistake and I promise you that I will never do it again.”

Jennifer: “Yeah, sure whatever.”

 

Peyton turned to Owen, as Jennifer started to walk away….

Owen: “Jennifer? She’s trying to apologize.”

Jennifer: “Oh, is that what this was, gotcha.”

Owen: “Jenni….”

Peyton: “No… Owen it’s alright. She is mad at me right now and I need to accept it. I just want you to know that every single night all I have done is thought about hurting you and how that was a huge mistake, if getting on my knees and begging for your forgiveness would work, I would totally do it. There is no excuse for what I did Jennifer, there isn’t, all I can say is that I was in a bad place. Everything fell on my shoulders at one time and I didn’t know how to handle it….”

Jennifer: “Obviously.”

Owen: “Jennifer…. She is trying to apologize.”

Peyton: “No Owen, again I deserved that. I should have been more aware of everyone’s feelings. I sometimes have issues dealing with situations that throw me off, and what happened with Alistaire, I didn’t expect, though I had some doubts, I was trying to make it work but different factors started to play into my decision. Like that Claire Bailey gal, who was so condescending to me and she lived with Ali, Owen never acted like that about me with anyone, yet she had to go out of her way to make sure she made me feel like I wasn’t good enough to be with Ali. That set everything in motion, then I kept trying to travel to upstate New York with him because he was hurt and I wanted to be with him and it’s like he never wanted me to ever meet his side of the family, and honestly after the whole Russian Mafia thing with Mr. Allocco, the writing was on the wall….”

 

Jennifer looked confused, turning to Owen who shook his head….

Jennifer: “Russian Mafia?”

Owen: “Long story, I will tell you about it later.”

Jennifer: “Whatever. Then if the writing was on the wall, why did you drag it out, Peyton?”

Peyton: “I wanted to make it work, Jennifer, I did love Ali, he had his quirks, but he was a gentle soul that meant well, he just didn’t know how to go about things. He used to drive me up the wall. That still doesn’t make what I did right, so I just wanted to say that I am sorry, deeply and humbly sorry and please, find it in your heart to forgive me, for I will do whatever it takes to earn your trust back, I promise you that.”

 

The young Helms scoffs, before heading back upstairs

Jennifer: “Don’t promise me anything, you’re not very good at keeping them.”

Peyton: “Jennifer…..”

Owen: “Peyton, let her go, she will get over it.”

As Jennifer leaves, a dejected Peyton sighs, pacing a little, running her fingers through her hair, first dealing with her parents, especially her mother and now with Jennifer, it was not what Peyton had wanted, Jennifer and she became so close especially after Ricky’s death and were best of friends, even sisters, but Peyton knew like the old adage goes, time will heal all wounds. Peyton grabs her things and heads to her room….

Owen: “Pey, everything is going to be alright, I will talk to her.”

Peyton: “It’s okay Owen, give her time, maybe she will be ready to listen then, I’m not going to push the subject anymore. I’ll stay out of you guys way today.”

Owen: “We are going out, and I’ll stay with her tonight, the house is yours.”

Peyton: “You don’t have to. I’m going upstairs and sleeping pretty much the rest of the day. Good to see you.”

Owen: “You too Pey. We love you.”

Peyton: “I love you guys too.”

She didn’t say much more and went up to her bedroom, closing the door and kicking off her shoes, she laid on her bed, staring up at the ceiling wondering if anything was ever going to be the same again. At this point, she didn’t want to be there, felt like an outsider in her own home, and that was not a good feeling. After the trip to Arizona, and opening up to her dad about having suicidal thoughts and stricken with grief for so long, that it ultimately ended her engagement, she reaches over to a picture of her and Ricky together, her eyes tear up, lips quiver before kissing the picture, and placing it close to her heart…

As she cried herself to sleep.

Two Weeks Later

 

It didn’t feel like things were the same, Ali had pretty much moved on, he was mentoring Alex Jr, CHBK’s son who had returned after some drug issues, she wasn’t even getting booked, instead listening to Glory Braddock gloat about how she was so much better than Peyton. Kelcey seemed busy with Owen and Aaron Blackbourne, getting them ready for huge matches at Apocalypse after Owen and Aaron were both victorious at Rise to Greatness. Peyton was starting to feel like the odd girl out, the attention and focus were on her teammates, and while she was never one about jealousy, this did hurt just a little. She couldn’t allow it to bother her, instead Peyton seemed more focus than ever as she was training, doing what she could to be ready, though she hadn’t talked to Kelcey much, though she was spending a lot of time with Nathaniel, and Peyton wanted to visit him. Peyton though was feeling like she was sitting on a powder keg, where she was with Owen and the situation with Jennifer that seemed like there was no end in sight, and Peyton only blamed herself.

Now things were changing, Peyton didn’t seem to have any direction, she didn’t know what else to do but to figure things out on her own and maybe choose her own path. After working out, she wanted to see Nathaniel, texting Kelcey who invited her down to the marina which she found a bit odd but went ahead to go see her, had the address and everything.

 

Blake Mason Yacht

“The True Story”

Long Beach Marina

A Few Hours Later

 

Realizing it was Blake Mason’s yacht, Peyton climbed on board. It was the first time she had been on one since right before Day of Infamy with Kelsai Adamson-Mason, Jordan Majors, Ace Marshall, and Asher Hayes, what a crazy night that was. This was obviously nothing of the sort, no lube pool battles or drunken debauchery. She had on ripped jeans, a black halter top and thong sandals, nails polished white and long sandy blonde hair hanging down. Kelcey was sitting on the hammock in a blue sundress, barefoot with her toenails polished a watermelon red, her long sandy blonde hair hung down, she was smiling as Blake who was wearing shorts and a polo shirt had Nathaniel’s hands showing him how to walk. The first thing Peyton thought of was if Sienna could see this now. Kelcey turned, noticing Peyton was on the deck….

 

PeytonCastPic-Kelcey2Kelcey: “Hey you found it, welcome aboard, we have a visitor Blake.”

Blake: “Hey Peyton, come aboard, make yourself at home.”

Peyton: “I’m not like intruding or anything, right?”

Kelcey: “Don’t be silly, wanted to spend some time with Blake and Nathaniel, he has to get his sea legs at some point, right?”

Blake: “That’s right. Drinks are in the cabin, snacks too, help yourself.”

Peyton: “Thank you.”

It was a nice change of hospitality for Peyton, she had been obviously going through a lot of emotions, so for her being alone with Blake, Kelcey and Nathaniel was a really nice getaway, she wasn’t expecting. Peyton went into the cabin and grabbed a White Claw Seltzer, Kelcey was drinking one too, she sat next to her on the hammock…

Peyton: “So this is the famous hammock, huh?”

Kelcey: “That’s the one.”

PeytonCastPic-BlakeMasonBlake: “You told her the July 4th story?”

Kelcey: “I did, God that was like seven years go. It was the first time Blake ever saw me drunk, well, no I was demolished, been drinking all day with Taylor in the Florida sun, somehow I ended up on Blake’s yacht, cursing up a storm and acting belligerent, I definitely killed my mystique on him that night.”

Peyton: “Ha, really?”

Blake: “We laid in the hammock, all she kept saying is, I want to see the fireworks, so I planned it all out, we laid in the hammock, fireworks started and all I hear is snoring, it was so loud I couldn’t hear the fireworks, I thought I also heard other boat horns answering back thinking it was mine.”

 

Kelcey blushed, looked a little embarrassed but giggled it off as Peyton laughed, turning to her mentor….

Peyton: “You totally snore, like loud.”

Kelcey: “Yes, I know I have been told…. ON MANY OCCASSIONS.”

Her blue eyes narrow, pointing at Blake who smiles then laughs it off, still helping Nathaniel walk across the deck…

Peyton: “If Sienna could see this now.”

Kelcey and Blake both break out in laughter….

Kelcey: “Right before you came on aboard, Blake and I had said the same thing. I think that Nathaniel is adjusting well, admittedly it was a little rough at first, you could tell that he was looking for Sienna for quite some time, but it has gotten a lot better since, love. I think overall, we are going to be alright, he is adjusting well to his surroundings, meeting new people like Uncle Blake there, I’m sure that Chris will come over soon to see his son, he has been opening up to his uncle Scott too, I think we are going to be okay and that makes me really happy. The break has helped also, really had a chance to spend some time with him, which was huge you know. How are you doing? Just came back from Arizona?”

PeytonCastPic-PeytonShoot2Peyton: “I did, stayed with my dad, and was able to spend a lot of time with him, get the chance to reflect on a lot of things and sulk at the same time after RTG and Ali. It hasn’t been great, but I am surviving.”

Kelcey: “Peyton, we all lose matches, don’t get yourself worked up over it. I have lost a few matches that really hit me hard, and it took me some time to get over, but in the end, I did and had a Hall of Fame career. Losing to Ravyn Taylor and Selena Frost hurt, I had my revenge on Ravyn, but Selena…. That’s another story. One day, I will step in the ring with her, or better yet, manage you as I see you defeat her.”

Peyton: “I doubt I could beat her, Kelcey.”

Kelcey’s blue eyes glance over at Blake while Peyton sips her seltzer. She nods as Blake picks up Nathaniel and walks over to Kelcey, handing him over….

 

Kelcey: “You stink little man. I think I need to change him; I will be right back.”

Peyton: “Okay.”

As Kelcey gets off the hammock, she whispers in Blake’s ear, “Talk to her”, he nods. Kelcey walks into the cabin of the yacht with Nathaniel, Blake sits next to Peyton, she looks over and smiles…

Peyton: “You have a beautiful yacht.”

Blake: “Thanks, I like it too. Peyton, can I give you some advice?”

Peyton: “What kind of advice.”

Blake: “The kind that will help you in the long run.”

Peyton: “Okay, sure.”

Blake: “Throughout the years I have gained a reputation of being the type of guy that can never handle too much commitment. Every time that I decide I want to finally settle down and marry, something happens which throws it all off and suddenly I find myself all alone again. Take for example Cameron, you never had the pleasure of meeting her, she was my wife for a little over a year, on a whim we ended up getting married and it was nice for a while, and then I realized I couldn’t do this forever. I split from her, we ended up getting a divorce. There was Rachel Tatum Lee….”

Peyton cuts him off…

Peyton: “I like her, she is really pretty.”

Blake: “She is beautiful, feisty, strong, wild, and everything you would want in a woman. I wanted her, I had convinced myself that she was my future, the one for me and well, that didn’t work out as I ended up with Bree.”

Peyton: “Say no more.”

Blake: “Peyton, my point is I thought that Bree was the one, that she was going to be the woman I spent the rest of my life with, much like Cameron, much like Rachel, I mean there were others, but overall it was that trend which then put me into a spiral, I stepped away from the sport, tried some new ventures, losing some matches, hurt as well, which you and I both know is part of the business. But then, then I thought Taylor Chase was going to be the woman of my dreams, and she was for a long time the object of my desire. Taylor and I hit it off, we had fun together, spent many of nights here on the yacht just making each other laugh, and then it happened…. I realized that I was cheating myself and hurting Taylor which she did not deserve.”

Peyton: “Is this because the entire time, from the very beginning after all these women, you knew that there was only one that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with and she is in that cabin right now changing a diaper?”

 

Blake didn’t answer the question, instead he smiled and slowly nodded….

Peyton: “Even after all the hell you two put each other through?”

Blake: “Yes, but at the same time, I am destined to live alone the rest of my life, because I know I am chasing a fools dream. We put ourselves in situations that only we can get out of, and at times we try to fit a square peg into a round hole in hopes we find happiness. I think for you and Alistaire, that was the case, you wanted this to work, you wanted the marriage to happen, but deep down inside you were not completely sold on it, instead settling. Tell me I am wrong?”

Kelcey was at the doorway to the deck, listening the entire time to this conversation. Peyton lowered her head some, before finally responding….

Peyton: “I think so, you are not wrong Mr. Mason.”

Blake: “Call me Blake, please.”

Peyton: “Yes sir.”

Blake: “It’s because like me, you have a true love.”

Peyton: “Yes, but my true love isn’t coming back. My true love is buried at a cemetery about 25 miles from here. I don’t get a do over, Blake, I don’t get the chance to look Ricky in the eyes and tell him, I am sorry I ever doubted you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you Ricky. I don’t get that, but you do.”

Blake: “It’s not that easy.”

Peyton: “Sure it is, Blake. Go up to her and tell her how much you love her, that you basically worship the ground she walks on, you would be very surprised at how she reacts. The worse she could say is no.”

Blake: “She has been saying that a lot to me in the last 8 years I have known her. I messed up a long time ago, I did a lot of bad things to Kelcey that I don’t know if she could ever forgive me. I know that this is the same way you felt about Ricky, and you are right, you don’t get any do overs, you don’t get the chance to fix this, and I am sorry, it must be heart wrenching for you, but I understand how you feel, that there is a measuring stick, and every single person you meet in your life will be measured against that one person you know is your soulmate. For me, it is Kelcey, for you it was Ricky, is that fair to the others we meet? Of course not. That doesn’t change who we are and our feelings. I just wanted to talk to you about that is all, because I know how hard it is and breaking off an engagement is not easy, I did it and I was a little scared, nervous but then realized it was the best thing for both parties. Do I miss Taylor? Yes, I do but at the same time, I made the right decision for both of us. You may feel guilty now about it, but trust me, you will remember why you were the one to break it off in the first place.”

 

Peyton forces a half smile, knowing that Blake is right. She appreciates what he is trying to do, give her some advice on her failed engagement, and she was happy about that, worried she was going to get lectured about losing at RTG and how she had handled it, but for Peyton, it was more about the meaning behind her decisions, and it was true what Blake had said, she was trying to have Ali fill the role that was left vacant by Ricky. Nothing will ever change though for Peyton; she will always live with the guilt of pushing him away only to lose him when he came back. After the conversation, Peyton drinks her Seltzer….

Blake: “I’ll get you another one.”

Peyton: “Thank you… for the conversation and the advice.”

Blake: “You’re welcome and….”

Kelcey stepped right out with Nathaniel, a smile on her face, Nathaniel looks like a happy baby as she sits down next to Peyton on the hammock, trying to play dumb….

Kelcey: “Everything alright?”

Peyton: “Yeah, we had a nice talk about marriage.”

Kelcey: “Oh good. Well, just to let you know I returned the dress, so I didn’t lose anything on that, I also made sure whatever deposits were made are returned, so again you don’t have to worry about that either. I am sorry that happened, and I know you beat yourself over it that night and made some decisions, I will never hold against you.”

Peyton: “I know you won’t, even after I disrespected what you have done for me, it wasn’t right, and I am so sorry for it.”

Kelcey: “Water under the bridge, love. We all have our moments, and when they happen, it all comes down to how we react to them. I know that you meant no disrespect by it, never had. I am just glad you are okay. How are things with Jennifer?”

Peyton: “Not good, she still hates me.”

Kelcey: “She will get over it.”

Peyton didn’t share Kelcey’s enthusiasm when it came to that subject, but either way, it didn’t matter, it was her cross to carry, and she knew it. Peyton was handed another Seltzer by Blake…

Peyton: “Thank you.”

Blake: “Anytime.”

Kelcey: “I’m going to take Peyton to see the bow of the Yacht, show her where we are going to have the Halloween Party.”

Peyton: “Wait…. Halloween Party?”

Kelcey: “Yeah, Blake and I were talking, we decided that I am bringing back the party, and we are going to have it right here.”

Peyton: “That would be pretty cool.”

Blake: “I think so, she convinced me, I mean, I did offer.”

Kelcey: “He offered, don’t let him fool you.”

The young Rice smiles as Kelcey gets up and takes Peyton’s hand, Blake takes Nathaniel from her…

Blake: “Me and the little man are going to walk some more, go show her.”

Kelcey: “Aye Aye, Captain.”

Blake: “You say that in a very Scottish way.”

Kelcey: “I did grow up in Scotland, love.”

Blake: “And we all love you for it.”

Kelcey smiles and kisses Blake on the cheek, turning and walking with Peyton to the back of the boat, she could see the emotions and the electricity between the two, but she also knew that the Cannons were in play, Kelcey pretty much was a woman that was wanted, made Peyton a little jealous…

Peyton: “When I grow up, I want to be you one day.”

Kelcey: “Ha ha… what is that supposed to mean.”

Peyton: “He is madly in love with you Kelcey.”

Kelcey: “His bodyguard gave me this…..”

 

The Perfect Ten reached into her pocket and showed her an engagement ring ….

Peyton: “WOW…. I mean…. Wait, his bodyguard wants you too?”

Kelcey: “No, Blake threw the ring into the ocean, or so he thought, Jaxson never put the ring back in the box, because he thought that I should have it. I want to confront him about it, I need to talk to him about us, about my feelings too, but I am afraid too. I was going to do it tonight then you came and saved me.”

Peyton: “Oh, I am leaving like right now.”

Kelcey: “No, you are not. You are staying with me until we both leave later. He has dinner catered, under the sunset over the ocean, its aa beautiful sight, and you are staying with us.”

Peyton: “Kelcey, talk to him tonight.”

Kelcey: “No, you are more important right now, Blake and I, there is a love there, no question about it. I always loved him, that was never the problem, hence why I had such a difficult time feuding with him and Bree. I knew it was her web of influence and not his, but that is the past, I’m not revisiting that. Things are going to work out between us, I know. I am talking about you. I know that loss took a toll, I know that some decisions you made were not the best and I know that while your engagement was something I always questioned, the truth is, I was not surprised you ended it and honestly I am happy that you did.”

Peyton was a bit surprised by that stamen, though she always knew that Kelcey was always very iffy when it came to Alistaire. She nodded….

Peyton: “I understand that you were not a fan of his. Part of me regrets it, most of me doesn’t. I know that whole weekend affected me, both actually and I feel like, I let you down. I didn’t want to hang out that night, I was jealous of Aaron and Owen’s victories, you seemed to pay more attention to them, especially Owen and the Wonderland, then when you were physical and the crowd popped, well, that was it. I should have been better support; I wasn’t and for that I apologize.”

Kelcey: “You don’t have to apologize, I love you none the less and I understand, I have been there too, we all have at some point, especially RTG, that is the one event you want to come out on top, I get it. Losing the Adrenaline title to a bitch like Glory Braddock is a tough pill to swallow but remember one thing, she had to cheat to beat you and take the belt, do not let any other narrative tell you different.”

Peyton: “I know but it is hard shaking off the feeling of failure and now I feel lost, like I have no direction.”

Kelcey: “I will never let you wander astray, Peyton you know that. Also? Maybe it is time that you start calling your shots.”

Her eyebrow arched, looking at Kelcey with a bit of intrigue….

Kelcey: “That’s right, find a moment and take it for yourself, that’s how people never forget you, love. I’m going to head back over to Nathaniel, come join me.”

Peyton: “I will be there in a second, thanks.”

Kelcey smiled at Peyton as she headed back to the deck of the yacht. Peyton stood there for a moment thinking about the conversation she just had with Kelcey and what she had just told her. It made sense, maybe it was time for Peyton to call her shot, go out there and make a statement, find the right time to do it and make a play. It made all the sense in the world, as the greatest wrestlers in the SCW always took their turn when it came time, and now it was hers. It was the one moment of clarity she has had in the last month or so, and it was a feeling of promise. Peyton headed back to Blake, Kelcey and Nathaniel, where she would spend the rest of the day with him, this time it was her turn to get acquainted with Kelcey’s son….

….and remember how precious life really is.

 

The Following Day

Hollywood Hills, CA.

 

After going for a morning jog, Peyton had gone inside, taken her sneakers and socks off, walking around in her tights and sports bra top, she didn’t leave much to the imagination, and coming home late, she didn’t know who would there, so decided heading straight for bed was probably the best port of call. The Arizonian had gone out for her run to try and clear her head, but it was a temporary fix because she didn’t know what to think of her situation and an onset of depression was certainly beginning to take hold of her, it began to feel like she was drifting apart further and further from her friends and those she had trusted, and yes that even includes Kelcey who had a assortment of new things to focus on, the baby being top of that list. Peyton walked back downstairs to the kitchen, grabbing herself a glass of orange juice before bed. After closing the refrigerator door, she noticed Jennifer Helms standing there in shorts, and O-Cru t-shirt and flip flops, her long brunette hair hanging down and nails a glossy coating…

Peyton jumped a little and placed a hand on her chest while sighing with relief…

Peyton: “Jennifer!? Shit… you startled me.”

Jennifer: “Nice outfit, those tights look painted on and I can see your thong. What are you doing here?”

Peyton: “Uh….. Last time I checked, I lived here and these are comfortable.”

Jennifer: “Right, you have been gone so long, I must have forgot…”

Jennifer bumped Peyton heading into the refrigerator, Peyton looked on a bit annoyed but trying to be understanding by the gesture so bit her tongue. The young Rice was well aware that she had hurt Jennifer, and by their altercation the first go around and how Owen had to separate them, all Peyton wanted was a little peace and quiet. Jennifer reached into the fridge and grabbed a Breakfast sandwich that was Peyton’s, she didn’t even bother asking if she could have it and begun to placing it in the microwave….

Peyton: “Uh, that…..”

Jennifer: “…What?”

Peyton:
“That was my egg white, spinach and chorizo sandwich, I was saving that for the morning.”

Jennifer:
“Oh, okay.”

Jennifer didn’t say another word, once the microwave beeped, she took it out, sat on the counter and started eating it after pouring herself a glass of Peyton’s Calcium Orange Juice and not Owen’s who drank a regular type….


Peyton:
“And that is my orange juice.”

Jennifer: “Oh? Okay.”

Peyton: “But it’s okay, mi casa su casa.”

Jennifer: “Well technically it’s Owens, but whatever.”

Jennifer sat down on a stool and began to eat the sandwich and drink the juice while Peyton stood there and watched, almost disappointed and sad that Jennifer would act this way, but it didn’t surprise her. Peyton rolled her eyes and started to walk away mumbling something under her breath believing it was out of ear shot…

Jennifer: “Excuse me?”

Peyton:
“Excuse you, what?”

Jennifer:
“If you have something to say to me, just say it.”

Peyton wanted to ignore it and started to walk away but something inside forced her to do otherwise, she wasn’t a fan of this attitude…

Peyton: “All I said is typical childish bullshit, that is what I said if you must know.”

Jennifer: “Oh really? That’s rich coming from you.”

Peyton: “Look I get it, you are angry with me, I hurt you but how many times do I have to apologize for it, huh? How many times do I need to beg for your forgiveness? How many times do I have to subject myself to this mean girl act you keep throwing on me because I had a one-night stand with your ex?”

Jennifer:
“One?”

Peyton:
“You know what, I don’t need this from you because I have enough to deal with already. I tried the best I could to ask for forgiveness, I am here practically on my knees two weeks ago asking you to give me another chance to make it right, let me make this up to you Jennifer, anything to prove to you how sorry I am but after right now, I am convinced you don’t want that. Fine, I am done trying, I can’t do this anymore. I screwed up, I admit that but at the same time, I don’t deserve this treatment from you, either.”

Jennifer: “Are you listening to yourself? You have the audacity to play the victim when you broke my trust.”

Peyton: “I broke your trust? HOW?! Because I had sex with your goddamn EX? Christian and you are done, you have been done for quite some time, there is a guy upstairs that loves and worships the ground you walk on, the same guy I solicited the hook up! I was the one that tried my best to get you both together after you and Christian broke up and this is how you are going to treat me?”


Jennifer shakes her head, laughing a little before taking another bite of the sandwich and washing it down with some more juice….

Peyton: “This is funny to you Jennifer?”

Jennifer:
“A little…”

Peyton: “I expected more benefit of doubt here you know? I mean your parents are my trainers, my mentors, we are friends with the same people in the same circles, we’ve shared so much together, including last year with Ricky’s death… I mean we even wrestled in the finals of his Memorial Tournament in Emerge, where he wouldn’t have it any other way. But you can’t even look back at that and put that into consideration when you’re stealing my breakfast, acting like a self-entitled bitch.”

Jennifer: “What DID you just call me?!”

Peyton:
“I called you a BITCH because you’re not even giving me the chance to apologize let alone hear me out? Whatever Jennifer, have it your way, I am not going to entertain this any longer.”

Peyton’s blood was boiling now, these thoughts had been bubbling on the surface for a while… Jennifer having finished the sandwich wiped her mouth with a cloth and stared daggers at Peyton…

Jennifer: “Do you want to know what pisses me off the most about this? You and I had a conversation last year about Christian, and it was you who convinced me that maybe he wasn’t the right guy for me after all the crap I went through with Lancelot Crane. What bothers me most, I feel like you were saying those things so you could have him, after we promised each other that we would never hurt one another with our exes, or anyone, we would NEVER allow boys to get in-between this, what we had, right? Well surprise you did. Not once, but twice and when you two walked out of your room, and you’re standing there naked under the robe, he winked at me, I hope you are happy being one of his conquests.”

Peyton knew that the second time around was definitely a mistake, much like the first time, but she couldn’t control herself yet again, allowing her emotions to dictate her actions which she has seen a lot of lately. Peyton really didn’t want to fight with Jennifer, but she was making it extremely difficult to deal with and this was not helping. It was better to avoid it as Peyton turned around to walk away because she didn’t want to say anything, she would later regret….

Jennifer: “As always you walk away Peyton, brush it under the rug like you always do. Pey Pey can do no wrong.”


Peyton stops at the foot of the stairs, slowly turning back to face Jennifer…

Peyton: “Really Jennifer? I’m not going to stand here and split hairs with you.”

Jennifer: “What is that supposed to mean?”

Peyton: “What is that meant to mean? You know the saying pot calling the kettle black right? You’re not innocent hon, you have done some pretty shady things too and people forgave you for them. See, you want to chastise me for hooking up with Christian, he’s your ex, I get that, but did you once see me raking you over the coals because you lost your virginity to Ricky?”

Jennifer’s eyes widen….

Peyton: “Oh, you didn’t think I knew that little titbit of information, bitch? Did I ever ONCE approach you about it, knowing how I felt about Ricky!? No, I didn’t because it wasn’t my place! I had no business telling you how to live your life and who you can get together with, I never said anything as it was a time when I wasn’t with Ricky, but I point blank asked him and he could have said nothing, he could have said no but in his usual honest to good heart he said yes, and judging by your reaction it’s true.”

Jennifer: “He told you?”

Peyton:
“Yeah he did but I kind of figured it out beforehand, as you made it pretty obvious being over the moon with him, that is beside the point because the problem you have Jennifer is you think I am doing this to hurt you, that I did this on purpose when I never. YOU ARE WITH OWEN NOW, NOT CHRISTIAN! Whatever he does on his free time, well that is none of your business, and while I wouldn’t be like that to you and say something that mean, right now, that is how you are making me feel! Ricky right now is crying watching us fight and you can’t even fathom that right now! I messed up! I admit it! Twice, if it makes you feel better, alright! I’m not in a good place right now and I rather have my friend that I can confide in and have her help me figure things out instead of stealing my breakfast and acting cold like I mean nothing to her! For once think about what this is doing, for ONCE!”

Jennifer:
“You always bring up Ricky, it’s your crutch.”

Peyton: “Yeah, I do and maybe I do! The reason is because I miss him so fucking much and I haven’t figured out how to deal with his death over a year later! I…..”

Jennifer: “And he would still be alive right now, if it wasn’t for you!”

Those words were like a dagger which pierced the heart of Peyton. Her eyes instantly swelled up just as Owen ran down the stairs after listening to the commotion. Peyton and Jennifer stared at one another, she couldn’t believe Jennifer had said that… Peyton clenched her fists, Jennifer could see that and stepped off her bar stool and walked right up to Peyton….


Peyton:
“If you want to blame anyone for his death, you go look in your fucking mirror. He died trying to find out what happened to your sister and you let him, knowing full well how dangerous Lancelot Crane was.”

Jennifer: “Don’t put this on me! If you want to mourn a year later go ahead! But stop acting like you are the only one that misses him! I….”

But before Jennifer could finish the sentence, Peyton slapped her so hard across the face that she caused Jennifer to lose balance and fall against the kitchen counter….

Owen: “PEY!? JEN!? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?”

Peyton: “Right…. It’s all my fault!? Fuck this…”

Owen: “Peyton!?”

Owen tends to Jennifer who sits up holding her cheek which is already starting to bruise some. Peyton stormed up the stairs as Owen helped his girlfriend to her feet….

Owen: “Why is this still a thing!? She is right, Christian is your ex!?”

Jennifer: “That is not the point, she broke my trust!”

Owen:
“Did she!? As this keeps going on, I am here thinking that you still have feelings for Christian!?”

Jennifer:
“What?! No…..no…. babe, look at me that is not true! I am upset because she broke my trust, we made a promise to each other. Sure, I hooked up with Ricky, she with Christian, I just can’t help that she is using it as an excuse because her engagement failed, she dumped Alistaire! After he prepared all these functions for her!? After all the time and money, we sent and…”

Owen: “FOR CHRISTS SAKE! YOU TWO ARE LIKE SISTERS! BEST FRIENDS! THIS SHIT NEEDS TO STOP, NOW!”

Jennifer: “Tell that to her!”

Owen:
“She has been trying to apologize to you Jenni for ages! She was…..”


Owen hears Peyton running down the stairs, she has a couple of suitcases packed up and her makeup kit. Owen pulls away and stands in front of Peyton and shakes his head….


Peyton:
“Get out of my way Owen.”

Owen: “Pey… let’s all sit down and have a talk, alright!? We can figure this out once and for all.”

Peyton: “She doesn’t want to talk; she wants to accuse me of killing Ricky! She wants to act like a complete bitch when all I have done is try to make things right!’”

Owen: “She didn’t mean that, Peyton. You gotta see that she is just upset.”

Peyton
: “What about me?! What about MY feelings here? I am not doing this anymore! I am done Owen! I will come back and get the rest of my things at a later date! I am moving out!”

Owen: “Peyton! No! Let us figure this out!”

Jennifer is watching both Peyton and Owen arguing by the door, the realization beginning to set in that she may have gone too far…

Jennifer: “Peyton….”

Peyton: “No! No! You had your chance, I opened myself up to you, I gave you the doorway to walk in, I was trying my best to be humble here, you don’t get to talk to me anymore Jennifer! You wanted to be done, then WE ARE DONE! I am sorry Owen… I am so sorry.”

Peyton walks right past Owen, bumping him to the side as he wanted to try and stop her but that wasn’t going to happen. A furious Owen immediately turned to Jennifer who now wasn’t speaking, instead she was trying to calm him down….

Owen: “Don’t….. I need to be alone.”

Jennifer: “Owen…. I’m sorry….. I……”

Owen: “Just…. Stop.”

Walking away from his girlfriend, Jennifer quickly runs out the front door, but she is too late as Peyton has already driven off. Jennifer lowers her head, mad at herself for acting that way and pushing Peyton over the edge, letting out a scream. Inside Owen picks up the phone and calls Kelcey…..

While Driving….

Peyton is wiping the tears from her face, she has no idea where to go, heading to a hotel or extended stay until she can figure out what to do when the phone rings, its Kelcey. She thinks about not answering at first, but then picks it up, directing it through her car’s speakers….

Peyton: “Now isn’t a good time, Kelcey.”

Kelcey:
“I’m aware love, where are you!?”

Peyton:
“I…. I’m driving away.”

Kelcey: “Owen called me. Come back, you can stay with me tonight and we’ll figure everything out tomorrow.”

Peyton: “No…. no. You have Nathaniel, no way. I won’t burden you with my bullshit. I just can’t stay there anymore with Jennifer there; it has become too toxic. I will be fine, maybe I will take my dad on his offer and move back home to Arizona, I have nothing left here and……”

Kelcey:
“Nothing left!? What are you talking about? You’re like a daughter to me, I don’t want you to go, please come back. Maybe I can call Blake to….”

Peyton: “No offense, I would feel really odd staying with him…”

Kelcey: “Okay… look, go to my old Hermosa Beach house. Stay there for as long as you like, make yourself at home, alright, we can figure this out later. I pop by in the morning.”

Peyton:
“Kelcey, I can’t…. I…..”

Kelcey: “PEYTON! This is not open for discussion, alright!? Please, don’t make me come out right now and make me drag you there.”

Peyton: “Okay…. Okay….. I will. Thank you.”

Kelcey: “I’ll call you tonight, alright?”

Peyton: “Okay, thank you.”

Kelcey: “I love you, alright?”

Peyton:
“I love you too.”

As Peyton hung up, she did feel a little better that she was going to stay at the Beach house, could use some time away, maybe hang out alone by the ocean and spend some quiet time. After Kelcey hung up, she let out a huge sigh, because she knew that the Beach House was not empty, picking up the phone, again she dialed….

Kelcey: “Hey it’s me. Something has happened and I need a favor….”

One Hour Later
Hermosa Beach, CA.

Peyton parks in the driveway and steps out, it had been a long time since she had been at the house. Walking up to the front door, she removes a rock with the key inside, opening the door with her luggage. She looks around, switching on a light, when she heads down the hallway and to the room she would stay at whenever she had come over. After settling in, Peyton goes into the kitchen and grabs a piece of paper, ready to make a list for some groceries, curious to see how much refrigerator space she has, opening it she realizes it is full, which she pauses, tilting her head some….

Peyton: “What the hell?”

Voice: “While you’re there love, you want to grab me a water?”

The voice startles Peyton, she screams and turns around not sure who to expect but breaths as slight sigh of relief when she sees Chris Cannon sitting in the corner of the bar leaning against the wall, there is a huge Akita laying at his feet….

Peyton: “Oh my God! Mr. Cannon! I am so sorry! I didn’t know you were here! I will be grabbing my things and leaving now, I’m so sorry!”


She bolts to the room as Chris gets right up, the Akita stands by the door blocking it as Peyton had her luggage in hand ready to dart out the door…


Chris:
“From my understanding you are staying.”

Peyton:
“Look, I am so sorry to intrude! I didn’t know you were here. I will just go stay at a hotel, no worries. I am….”

Chris could see that something was going on inside her, she was fighting back all manner of emotions. It probably didn’t help that he was there or there was a giant dog blocking her way out…


Peyton:
“I’m really, really sorry… I just… I…”

PeytonCastPic-ChrisChris: “Peyton! Calm down, love! Calm down, you are not going anywhere! Kelcey called me okay.”

Peyton: “She did… I have to go I….. that is a big dog.”

Chris: “He really is… His name is Bear.”

Peyton: “Bear…. Fitting. I’m so sorry for this I have to go and…..”

Chris didn’t want to keep chatting; it wasn’t helping matters instead he stood in front of Peyton and hugged her. His massive arms swarmed the much smaller Rice. She dropped the suitcases and began to cry, she had nothing left in the tank to keep her emotions in check… Chris held her there as Bear came up to Peyton and started licking her shoulder and arm. Chris allowed her to have the time to just release all the hurt and frustration she was feeling….

It was the least he could do.

A Few Hours Later

She sat across from him, comfortable, on the thick rug, barefoot, eating a slice of pizza from a local pizzeria, they both were sipping a couple of cold beers and Peyton seemed to be a little more relaxed….

PeytonCastPic3Peyton: “I’m sorry about earlier… I wish I know what come over me…”

Chris: “You don’t have to apologize love.”

Peyton: “Thank you for being so nice to me and allowing me to stay here, I just couldn’t stay at Owens any longer…”

Chris: “You’re welcome. The place here has felt pretty empty as of late. I like the company, with Sienna always being around and Xiomara, Laura, I never had much peace and quiet if I’m honest. So after things happened, I came here and adopted Bear, me, and him we hit it off right away, and it’s been nice.”

Peyton: “Well he is a beautiful dog.”

Chris:
“Yeah he is. Lucas has been a good friend as well all things considered, been getting back in the good gracious of Trinity, things are looking up. But I needed some time alone and I am happy that I did get it. Kelcey called me and she told me something happened. I don’t know all the details but I’m sure things will get better, I promise.”

Peyton: “I don’t know if they ever will, and I am sorry about your son and I.”

Chris: “Peyton, you’re both adults you don’t need to apologize to me or anyone as far as I’m concerned. I’m just glad that I can help anyway possible. Don’t feel like I am obligated to keep you around or something, I feel like I owe it to you to give you a place to stay until you figure out what to do. It’s the least I can do.”

Peyton: “Mr. Cannon, you don’t owe me anything. I literally just embarrassingly broke down in your huge arms and monstrous chest. Honestly, this isn’t how I pictured the day to go with you are giving me some delicious pizza and beer. This is probably the best thing that anyone has done for me since RTG. Thank you.”


Chris smiles, but he had some things on his mind that he wanted to share with Peyton. She took another bite of her pizza then gave a pepperoni to Bear who inhaled it instantly…

Chris: “You do know that now you two will be inseparable.”

Peyton: “He is so cute and so big.”


With her free hand, she scratches under his chin as he sits expecting some more pepperoni which she gives him with a giggle…

Chris: “Peyton, if I could tear your attention from that handsome fella there for a moment there is something, I’ve wanted to say to you for a long time now.”

Peyton: “What is that Mr. Cannon?”

Chris:
“Okay… make that two things. One please cut the Mr. Cannon stuff out, love. Call me Chris.”

Peyton:
“Okay, Chris. I’m sorry it’s a force of habit… What did you want to tell me?”


Chris motioned for Bear to come over which he did instantly and sat beside him, he began to stroke his back while looking at Peyton…

Chris: “I wanted to say thank you.”

Peyton: “Thank you, for what? I haven’t done anything to warrant that.”

Chris: “That isn’t true love. You were the only person who never really gave up on me.”


She looks down for a second, taking a deep breath before gazing back up at Chris. Slowly nodding….

Peyton: “Honestly, you never gave me a reason not to.”

Chris: “No, Peyton. I gave plenty of reasons for people to give up on me, but you never did. You never left Kelcey’s side despite everything going on around her over the last year, that shows character.”

Peyton: “Well Kelcey has been good to me…”

Chris: “Yeah I know she has which is why you’re welcome to stay here as long as you like. I don’t know what the hell you are going through right now love, but it seems like you are giving up on a lot of things and maybe feel like they are going the same with you.”

Peyton:
“I feel alone, yes. I don’t know what I’m doing with myself, and that scares me more than anything…”

Chris:
“Well you don’t have to feel scared anymore. You are not alone, and I will never give up on you. Scratch my back and I scratch yours, right?”

Peyton: “I’d like that.”

Chris: “Then you’ll stay with the big boss and I?”


She thought for a second, before smiling and nodding yes, lifting up her beer as they both toast, just then Bear walked back over and started to lick her face, she broke out in a giggle…..

Chris: “See love? You’re stuck here.”

Her green eyes glanced over at the smiling Chris and for the first time since RTG she didn’t feel angry or frustrated, instead she had a sense never thinking would be felt around Chris Cannon….

Comfort.

SCENE FADES

TO BE CONTINUED


 

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REC:

“When I look at the competition and those who were chosen or outright volunteered to be a part of the Elimination Chamber, what I see is anyone’s game. Listen to me very carefully, I’m not going to come out here and state that I am winning this so arrogantly without any basis or substance, there is a difference between those who act self-entitled and those who are grounded and understand the way the business works but if there is one caveat to the Elimination Chamber is this…. 

There are no rules. 

For the first time in my career, I don’t have to worry about being cheated, or someone working outside the regulations of the match, we are all on the same platform, everything applies to us all and that alone changes the dynamic of this extremely important and critical bout in my career. I look at what the other five competitors bring to table, who they are and what they have done in the short or long time here, and yes, I am among giants, but I wouldn’t want it any other way. Look at the past Elimination Chambers, who have won them, Kelcey Wallace is one, and Jake Starr was in the same Chamber on that night. What about my ex-fiancé, Alistaire Allocco, shocking the SCW and becoming World Champion? There is Blitzkrieg who tore right through the competitors including Syren, Shilo Valiant, Rachel Tatum Lee, Rachel Foxx and Regan Street ALL Hall of Famers or soon to be. What about tag teams like James Evans and Angelica Jones or the Truelove Twins that wrestled beginning to end only to lose, Sienna Swann last year walking out as World Champion as well against Evans, Owen Cruze, Syren, Glory Braddock and Alistaire. I have sat back and watched every single Elimination Chamber the SCW has had and there is nothing more terrifying than knowing what the structure can do to you…. 

This is the thing though, honestly, I have had it easy in my career when it comes to match types. 

From UWA to EMERGE and now the SCW, I never stepped into a cage, any type of hardcore encounter, it has always been my wrestling skill and nothing more. Now I must rely on something I have never had to my entire life; just how vicious and how dangerous I can be, to someone who has never needed to until now. Yeah, I can hear someone like Kandis or Christy laughing at me, they think I don’t have what it takes to step into the Chamber, maybe I am not ready to put my body on the line, testing myself and what limits I can go to get there, if you believe that, then you don’t know Peyton Rice. In many ways, they are right about my inexperience, I don’t know how I will react, what I will do the minute I step into the cage, whether in a Chamber and wait my turn or start off the match, doesn’t really make a difference, for I WILL be there in the end, and I WILL walk out with the chance to either win back the Adrenaline Championship against Gavin Taylor or a rematch with Glory Braddock? Or I could go up against Selena Frost, a woman I have idolized  for many years or Xander Valentine, the monster that threw me out of the Taking Hold of the Flame Battle Royal earlier this year, deciding to go after the United States Championship instead. Right now, my focus is on five wrestlers who have their own agenda. They are looking to do whatever they can to win. Each one of them are in this match for a reason, some to recapture the glory, others to open doors for them and get a chance at something they normally wouldn’t…

And then there is me… 

… done being in some holding pattern waiting for something to happen, for I chose this path for myself, I came out and called my shot, say what you will, but I am DONE coasting here in the SCW, when I see other wrestlers I have defeated stand tall at the top of this company revered in adulations and praise. I’m not looking for that, I don’t want the whole pie, just a piece of it and maybe it was a wake-up call losing to legends like Matt Hodges and Ace Marshall, the feeling I felt listening to Glory’s name announced as the NEW Adrenaline Champion, while I watched ready to cry for I didn’t know how to handle it then, yet the disappointment is always going to be a part of this business whether we like it or not and five wrestlers are going to feel that way come Sunday Night….

I will NOT be one of them. 

See, some take a long time to learn the ropes, others catch on quick and for the rest, well it becomes a curve that depending on how strong willed a person can be is how they will respond. I know that Christy Matthews is the biggest threat in this match, she knows it too. Kandis will be firing on all cylinders with her huge ass ready to pull the biggest win of her career. Jake Starr wants to get back to prominence, Aaron Blackbourne is on the same boat I am, he wants to reach up into the skies and part the clouds for one more day of sunshine, and Crystal is ready to prove that she belongs here among the Elite in the SCW….

What about Peyton Rice? 

For two years I have been looking for an identity, I came into this company nervous as hell, not knowing what to expect. When Mr. D approached me and said that there were enough “Pretty” girls around here and I needed to be myself, I didn’t know what to think. I started to play with gimmicks, find something flashy that sticks, even played around with “Perfection”, but none of that is me. Do you want to know who Peyton Rice is?

You’re looking at her.

Many call me attractive, beautiful and alluring, thank you for that, I was gifted with it, but I am not here to captivate your eyes with what I look like from head to toe, no. I want to be known as a great wrestler, a champion, a woman that did things her way without needing to be flashy or silly, break rules or cheat the competition, with some niche or catchphrase, only me…. 

And that maybe boring for a lot of people, but that never mattered for Peyton Rice, the person I am in and out of the ring? 

Is walking out the Elimination Chamber….

…. A winner.”

/REC

Vs. THE ELIMINATION CHAMBER: UNDER ATTACK 2020 RP 1

 

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REC:

“I haven’t really said much since Rise to Greatness, maybe it was this feeling I had about losing the Adrenaline Championship on the biggest stage of the year in the opening match setting the tone for the rest of the night, and while Owen Cruze came out on top with his huge win over Giovanni Aries, Aaron Blackbourne had a career defining match defeating Shilo Valiant putting on a hell of a showing, with the “Perfect Pack” doing their due diligence, and me failing to defend the title, losing it to Glory Braddock, allowing her, the so-called “Best in the World” at cheating, I guess now I have to look at myself in the mirror once again and question what is next for me in the SCW if anything? I look at what has happened to my career, the ups and downs, something I never really struggled with in EMERGE or even before, which I knew when stepping into that next level, being this company, the greatest wrestling promotion in the world. It was tough and there is no excuse, I am disappointed that I lost the Adrenaline Championship especially in that matter on the one show you want to actually Rise to Greatness, like the name of the PPV. So, as I sulked for a month and wondered what was next, I decided that I needed to understand as one door closes, I must search, finding another to open and see where it leads. Am I done wanting to be Adrenaline Champion again?

Of course not, but I am not the one who books the matches, I come to work, I punch in and I wrestle to the best of my abilities, win, lose or draw…

Even if lately, I feel like I haven’t.

I think my biggest hindrance though, and I am NOT trying to make any excuses is simple, I can’t get my damn life straightened. A lot of people who know me well have stated in the past that I am the dumbest smart girl they have ever met, and I am really starting to believe that to be quite honest. I make a lot of mistakes, some are really stupid, compulsive decisions that I feel at the moment are better for me, when they really are not. I have always been a victim of my own harsh criticism which is why I must realize now more than ever instead of letting things I have done in the past eat me up inside and affect what I am doing in and out of the ring, I simply need to own up to them. Glory Braddock took a lot more away than just my title, she took away a little bit of the hope I had left in this industry, and since then all I am seeing is her prancing around acting like she beat me by outwrestling Peyton Rice, or even outsmarting me, skullduggery and breaking the rules is none of that, it is desperation, the only word I can think of to best describe it, and since then I have been a bystander, looking on from the sidelines, seeing my stock drop tremendously, with barely a blip on the radar…

Well, looks like I get a chance to make something happen and after Sunday?

You will all remember who Peyton Rice is.”

/REC

 


 

A LONG ROAD TO GET THERE

CHAPTER ONE

 

It had been a aver trying time in the life of Peyton Rice, the young wrestling talent had been in the SCW now almost two years and hadn’t gone where she wanted, accomplished what she believed was capable of. All of that was on her shoulders, as this young woman would never blame anyone else for it, though she had seen how things could rapidly change for her as quickly as they seemed to be going so well, hence why Rise to Greatness for her was a disaster. Losing to Glory Braddock and the Adrenaline Championship in the opening match of the show was one thing, but having her engagement with a man she truly loved in Alistaire Allocco crumble right before her eyes and a lot of it was her own feelings she never bothered to deal with is a whole another story, one that she didn’t know would ever be told in any other light than in her own eyes and she was questioning herself at this point, not knowing if she overreacted or if she was justified for it. Breaking up with Alistaire was hard for her especially when she was ready and committed to marry him, but the early warning signs were there, and it was at the very moment she had decided, it was time to cut the ties before it became any worse, but it didn’t end there, Peyton ended up going to a bar, getting drunk and sleeping with Christian Cannon, the son of Chris Cannon and former boyfriend of her bestie, Jennifer Helms which didn’t sit too well with Jennifer and ended up creating a huge rift between the two women, this all happened in the weekend leading up to her biggest title defense of the year on the grandest stage….

And she failed.

 

The Night of RTG

Minneapolis, MN.


Peyton was alone in her hotel room; she wasn’t sharing one with Ali anymore or Owen and Jennifer after what had happened earlier in the weekend. She was quiet, sulking a little. She had on a red summer dress, barefoot with her nails polished white and long sandy blonde hair hanging down. Her wedge sandals sat by the couch as a knock came at the door….

 

Peyton: “Nobody is here!”

 

The knocking continued, Peyton rolled her eyes, standing up and walking to the door, taking a deep breath, not even bothering to put her sandals back on, she opens it to find Christian Cannon there in dress slacks, a polo shirt and loafers, he was the last person she wanted to see besides Alistaire Allocco….

 

Peyton: “Ugh… This is all I need, what do you want?”

Christian: “Whoa there, I just wanted to check in on you before I made my plans to fly back to the U.K.”

 

Peyton rolled her eyes at that young Brit..

 

PeytonCastPic-PeytonSHOOTPeyton: “Well as you can see, I’m getting ready for bed.”

Christian: “Then can we talk for a second?”

Peyton: “Any other time or place, maybe but right now Is not a good time, go back to your hotel room, Christian. Maybe in the morning before you leave, we can talk.”

 

He thought about it for a moment looking down both hall ways of the floor…

 

PeytonCastPic-Christian3Christian: “Okay, I’ll leave but Let me get this right first, everyone, and I mean everyone is partying right now because of Rise to Greatness. Kelcey, Owen and Aaron are drinking it up with Blake, Jennifer, Regan, Selena, David, Jordan even are all beat up, you name it.”

Peyton: “Your point?”

Christian: “Well I found it strange you’re not among them, you’re here… Moping?”

Peyton: “You came back to the hotel to tell me that? That is EXACTLY what I needed to hear, thank you. Good night.”


She goes to close the door, but Christian holds it open, she tries again to force it, but he stands his ground, again forcing an eye roll, this time she was not amused…

 

Peyton: “Listen, I already am in a lot of shit because of what we did Christian, seriously, I just want to get into my pajamas and go to sleep. I don’t want to talk about what happened the other night, yesterday or earlier tonight.”

Christian: “Ok.”

Peyton: “I mean it, I am glad that everyone is having a great time partying up and celebrating their huge wins, I not only didn’t win, I broke my engagement, slept in a drunken state to my best friends ex-boyfriend AND I was belligerent to Kelcey, which showed at RTG against Glory. I just need some time for myself.”

Christian: “Do you really?”

Peyton: “What is that supposed to mean?”

Christian: “It means that from here you could use a friend. Look, I am not trying to solicit anything, I was out with everyone else, because I told Kelcey I would join her, when I found out you were here, I came to see you because I was worried.”

Peyton: “You were worried? That’s sweet but…”

Christian: “But what, you want to pat me on the head? Ruffle my hair like I’m a kid, well I’m not. Despite what people think of me, I grew up the moment I watched my mother die to cancer, I had to ever since I was brought over here. I’ve learned a long time ago that I had to own everything I did. It’s why I told Kelcey, I even told Jennifer that what happened between us it was me, you’re not to blame. I….”


Peyton shook her head and from the look of things, it felt like there was a small kink in the armor she had put up…

 

Peyton: “… Christian…. Stop, just stop. Why are you doing that? It wasn’t your fault, you didn’t force me into doing anything, you didn’t take advantage of me, I was with Ali for a long time and not once did we ever have sexual intercourse, it had been a long time, and I was angry, hurt, frustrated and drunk. If anyone is to blame it is me. I consented to it, I shouldn’t have and neither should you, but I did and I’m sorry if that brought some heat on you, but this is my cross to bear, this is my problem to fix and with everything else going on, and all that jazz.”

Christian: “Well looks like we’re both blaming ourselves… I’m sure if you go now you could meet up with them because you should be with friends, not on your own. I’ll go back to my room, so no questions are asked.”

Peyton: “I appreciate the thought but I…. I…. don’t feel like I belong with them tonight. All I’ve did was have a late dinner with my dad, came back here and yeah, I’m ready to just go to bed, call it a night, fly back tomorrow and disappear for a month.”


Christian was concerned about Peyton, she was a beautiful, sweet, and vibrant soul who always meant well but had problems expressing her feelings and allowing things to build up over time. Christian had convinced himself that this was actually a cry for help, this time he gently pushed the door open and Peyton against her better judgement allowed him, turning and walking toward the couch again where she had the TV on watching the late local news….

 

Peyton: “Close the door behind you.”

Christian: “You’re actually letting me come in?”

Peyton: “Well one thing I’ve learned is that you Cannons are persistent; it’s why I always admired your father even when he was pulling that crap with Kelcey. Your dad is a lot like mine, it’s why I never really lost faith in him.”

Christian
: “Really? I think he would be relieved to hear that.”

Peyton: “With all due respect, I doubt he gives a rat’s ass about my opinion.”


Christian laughed a little while surveying the room…

 

Peyton: “What’s so funny?”

Christian: “You. I’ve noticed have been cursing a lot more recently, but I suppose that is beside the point. As for my old man he does care about your opinion, so do I.”


Peyton sits down, leaning back and kicking her feet on the coffee table, but Christian once he sits down grabs them…

 

Peyton: “What are you doi…… uhhhh……”

Christian: “You’re tense and need to relax a bit, that’s all.”
He starts massaging them as she slumps back, it felt so good, she wasn’t going to fight him off from doing it, even though she was not going to allow this to lead into anything else. She couldn’t do this with Christian, he was the son of Chris Cannon and stepson of Sienna Swann and her mentor, Kelcey Wallace, or something like that. She was not going to get involved any more than she had already….

Christian: “Does it feel good?”

Peyton: “Yes, it does, but I’m about to yank them back.”

Christian: “Why? I am not trying to do anything here, you are tense, I can see you’re upset, and I get it. Life has been shit for you love, these last few days can’t have been easy and tonight you lost the Adrenaline Championship in the first match of RTG which means you had that swelling in your head the rest of the PPV.”

Peyton: “I’ll be honest, I’m going to have to go back while we are on break and watch it over again, for I barely was able to keep my concentration on it.”

Christian: “Well for what it’s worth, I’m sorry if I played my role in that. Wasn’t my intention.”

Peyton: “I didn’t help, but it is what it is. I shouldn’t have let it get to me. I failed my dad, Kelcey, my stablemates, fans, everyone. I let all this shit get to me, all with Ali, I can’t believe that he would do that to me, I can’t grasp that he…. I’m sorry…..”


She caught herself before going off the rails, it was also a trait that had caught on with her recently that was bothering Peyton, it was starting to really hit her hard within. She needed to calm down, reaching over to a glass of flavored seltzer, sipping it slowly….

 

Peyton: “Don’t look at me that way, it is non-alcoholic.”

Christian: “Look at you like what?”

Peyton: “Like I’m some sort of Lush.”

Christian: “I wouldn’t think that.”

Peyton: “Mmhmm, So, let me guess, you came here to massage my feet and see how I am doing? I doubt that, what did you want to tell me?”

Christian: “You won’t want to hear it.”

Peyton:
“Well now I’m curious.”

 

Christian released his grip from her feet and took a deep breath…

 

Christian: “Look, Peyton, I don’t think it is any secret that you are a beautiful woman, and I am attracted to you. I have been for a very long time, I think Halloween proved that though I was way out of line then, we were both in relationships and I already apologized for it, but I will again. I know what happened between us the other night has you full of regrets, but I must be honest with you, I didn’t regret it and if I could turn back the clock, I’d do it all again.”


Peyton pinched the bridge of her nose to try and grasp what he was trying to say. It was late, she was tired, she was in pain and she had a really good foot massage…

 

Peyton: “Christian, you have to see it was wrong, and what we did was detrimental to our relationship as friends and to those around us. I was in a very vulnerable position, a very weak state of mind and I should have known better, but I didn’t and allowed for it to happen.”

Christian: “You make it sound like, it could have been anyone if it were me then.”

Peyton: “Honestly, I don’t know… I was in a terrible head space but I am glad that I saw you that night and we were able to hash out our differences, as I really thought very highly of our friendship, especially while Kelcey was in a coma. We really bonded and you are a great guy to talk to, and apparently give great massages too, but we can’t do this, I just got out of an engagement, before that I lost the love of my life to murder, my other ex I found out lied to me the whole time, I’m not exactly swinging and hitting homeruns, Christian.”

Christian: “Maybe you just need to find the right teammate, it takes time.”

Peyton: “Maybe, but while I figure that out, I need to be alone for a while, concentrate on the SCW, God only knows I’m going to drop in the eyes of management after tonight and I need to stay afloat, find a way back.”

Christian: “It doesn’t matter what they think, you are a star. They have something special with you.”

Peyton: “Am I, Do they, Christian? I defeat Jordan Majors for that said Adrenaline Championship, she is Main Eventing with Sienna Swann.”

Christian: “Are you saying you want to get your arse kicked by Sienna?”

Peyton: “Well the way things are going, no… But that won’t happen because I’m not on her level right now. I am in the same stable as Aaron Blackbourne and Owen Cruze, the latter is winning World titles left and right in a high profile match with The Wonderland, Aaron in a huge encounter with a Hall of Fame Legend in Shilo Valiant, here I am losing to grant it, one of the best out there, but my stock has dropped and I have allowed for everything outside the ring to interfere in it. Right now, I don’t feel like a star, I don’t feel like anything special I feel like a failure.”

Christian:
“That is bollocks, you brought up our talks and the times we spent together with Kelcey. Some nights you fell asleep on my shoulder, and all I wanted to do was put my arm around you, comfort and make sure you were safe. What happened the other night wasn’t some drunken scurvish, it was real.”


She slowly shook her head, this time pulling her feet away and sitting up, she needed to make it clear to Christian was never going to be them, even if she wanted it to. Peyton was extremely confused, she didn’t know what to do, it was part of still growing up, when at one point she felt matured, but that was a lie she told herself, because for Peyton, it was hard for her to handle tough situations…

 

Peyton: “Christian, I like you, I will even admit that I am attracted to you which is so wrong on all levels.”

Christian: “Why?”

Peyton: “Because when I met you? Uh, you were sixteen. It can’t happen again; this is not happening again. Look at the bright side, we had sex, now you can go brag to all your friends about it.”

Christian: “Really!? Whatever Peyton.”


She knew the minute that came out of her mouth it was the wrong thing to say. Peyton lowered her head, closing her eyes for a second as she could hear Christian stand up and head to the door…

 

Peyton: “Christian…. I didn’t mean it like that, I’m sorry…”


He stood by the door with his back to her in deep thought himself, Peyton watched expecting him to leave…

 

Christian: “You want to know what the problem with you is Peyton, you’re afraid.”

Peyton:
“What?”


Christian turned to look back at the beautiful Peyton who was a little confused by that blanket statement…


Christian:
“You are afraid of letting people in after Ricky died and ever since then you have shut down because you think that everyone should be like Ricky. Jason Dillinger wasn’t Ricky, Alistaire Allocco wasn’t Ricky, I am not Ricky, we will NEVER be Ricky and until you get that through your head, NO relationship is ever going to work for you, none. I came here because I was concerned about you, am I attracted to you, yes. Do I want to be more than friends, hell yes! I felt a connection the other night even if you didn’t Peyton. You want to tell me it’s wrong, it’s fine but it felt right whatever means. I came here because I knew that you were taking this pretty hard and no one should ever have to go through that kind of shit, but I am being sincere here and you don’t believe me, so go ahead and feel sorry for yourself then, because I’m out!”


His words were harsh, maybe a lot harsher than he intended or what Peyton expected to hear. He started to move towards the door when…

 

Peyton: “CHRISTIAN!”


Her scream startled him as he quickly turned around and she was right in his face. Her eyes were starting to tear up as he leaned in and suddenly, they started to kiss passionately, before he lifted her up, wrapping her legs around his waist and almost slamming her against the wall. Peyton knew it was wrong, every fiber of her being was telling her that all of this was completely against everything she believed for just 48 hours ago she was engaged to be married and now this. She was vulnerable, another poor decision, one she would regret in the morning as they made their way to the bedroom.

 

The Next Morning

 

Her eyes slowly opened, naked body pressed against Christian’s who was already awake staring at her, brushing a few strands of hair from her face. She was already regretting what she had done, but there was no turning back the clock. Half smiling, Peyton looked him right in the eyes…

 

Peyton: “We shouldn’t have done this.”

Christian:
“We did, and you fell asleep and slept like a baby. Again, I don’t have regrets, and neither should you.”

Peyton: “I’m glad one of us doesn’t. Come on, you have to go.”

Christian:
“Let’s go down for Breakfast and then we can…..”

Peyton:
“Christian, no. You have to go, no one can find you in my room, so please, you have to leave, okay? Don’t make this any harder than what it is.”

Christian:
“Peyton….”

Peyton:
“Christian!”

 

Letting out a long, drawn out sigh, Christian gets out of bed and dressed. Peyton puts on a silk black robe and places her hair in a ponytail. After he gets dressed, they walk to the door where he turns to kiss her, but she blocks him with her index fingers on his lips….

 

Peyton: “Bye Christian, and please do not let anyone see you.”

Christian:
“Yeah, yeah okay… gotcha.”

 

As he opens the door and walks out, another door opens where Owen and Jennifer step out. Jennifer and Christian lock eyes and gives her a sly wink. When Peyton steps out in her robe and nothing else, her eyes widen seeing her roommate and his girlfriend and the same dread as before began to fill her up inside… Jennifer storms out as Owen and Peyton share a glare before he turns to go after Jenni. Peyton goes back inside and slams the door closed, leaning against it, her eyes slowly shut knowing she screwed up again. She needed to get away from everything, hit the reset button, do something and first thing was first, getting back home on the next flight out. Knowing there was some down time coming, Peyton went back home later that afternoon to the Hollywood Hills where she lived with Owen Cruze, packed some things and headed out to Arizona to stay with her father for the next month or so until it was time to get back on the road in the SCW.

 

Ray Rice Home

Glendale, AZ.

3 Days After RTG

 

Most athletes would be happy with the performance she put out, but not Peyton, she should had been smarter and known that Glory would pull all the stops to get the Adrenaline Championship, a title that Peyton wore with pride. Whether it was the way it happened and how she lost or not, Peyton knew that right now her head was not in the game. Maybe her father would change that. After spending a day there, she sat outside by the pool in a white bikini sunbathing, her long sandy blonde hair hung down, nails polished white. Her father came out, in his battery powered wheelchair….

 

PeytonCastPic-RayRay: “Hey pumpkin, getting some sun?”

Peyton: Yeah dad, figured I should take advantage of the Arizona weather, might as well before the summer ends. Thanks for letting me come out here and stay with you for the next three weeks or so.”

Ray: “Actually Peyton, I wanted to talk to you about that and everything that has been going on with you, kiddo. I’m worried about you.”

Peyton: “Dad, I’m fine. It has been a rough couple of months, but I just need to hit the reset button and move forward. I have made a lot of dumb mistakes in my life, and I think for once I am starting to realize that maybe I am not as mature and well off as I originally thought. Nothing against you dad, maybe I just grew up too fast. A friend of mine had said that I don’t deal with things very well, I tend to sweep them under the rug and hope they disappear, and I think he is right.”

 Ray: “Peyton, there is nothing wrong dealing with situations at your own pace, some are not worth addressing right away and sweeping them under the rug is the best solution, just remember that no matter what happens, you don’t have to deal with it alone, and I think that is what bothers me about this the most, I mean sure you have Kelcey and Owen, and some others who live close but I want you think about something, maybe coming home.”

 

There was a slight pause from Peyton, she didn’t expect her father to just throw that out there so quickly, but he had made a point, things were not going the way she wanted, though she loved to live in Southern California, but had already started thinking about getting a new house or condo by the beach. There was so much going on out there, and maybe Peyton had burned some of her bridges….

 

Peyton: “I appreciate that dad, and I will think about it. I feel like, if I do, I’m running away from my problems and I don’t know if I am ready for that or not. Making mistakes is all part of growing up, you taught me that and I have never seen you run away from anything.”

Ray: “I hate to break the news to you, pumpkin, I can’t run away from anything.”

Peyton: “Dad!”

 

He starts to laugh some, trying to lighten up the mood with his daughter who he knows is hiding a lot of her feelings right now and putting up a front. She smiles, it was at least a moment for her to show off that beautiful feature of hers, in an otherwise really trying time….

 

PeytonCastPic3Peyton: “That wasn’t funny.”

Ray: “Then why are you laughing? Look Pey, you know I love you being around and let’s be honest, your old man isn’t getting any younger. Look at this house, four bedrooms, I could use my daughter around again, maybe see some of your friends, could be good for you, a fresh start. Can I be frank with you, without getting mad at me?”

Peyton: “Of course, dad. I won’t get mad, I promise.”

Ray: “I have always been a worry wart since the minute you moved out to LA and pursued your dream of wrestling. I accepted it because that is what you wanted to do, and though you were not perfectly honest with me that you actually dropped out of the University because of money, it took me a while to really fathom what you were going through, and all I kept thinking about was how I felt. It wasn’t fair to you, Peyton. All those times though, whether I was mad or disappointed in whatever decision, mistake or danger you were in, scaring the hell out of me watching and gripping the chair each time you compete hoping to God that you don’t break your neck, over the RTG Weekend and even at the PPV, what I saw? Wasn’t my daughter.”

 

Peyton’s eyes widen a little, she sits up, face to face with her father….

 

Ray: “Pey, you weren’t smiling, you were not happy, there was this feeling that for the first time in my life, I was actually afraid that you are going through so much right now internally, not willing to talk to anyone about it and instead fight yourself that it has changed you. That woman I saw in the ring, wasn’t you? It was like, you were going through the motions. Afterwards, when I talked to Kelcey she said you sat in the locker room quiet half the night, the other half you were in catering sitting by yourself watching the monitor and not even paying attention. Yet, every time I ever talked to Kelcey about you, she would tell me that Peyton was the first one in the arena getting ready for her match and the last one to leave, always a student of the game, even if you are not booked, watching and studying every match, but at RTG, which is the biggest event of the year from what you have told me and what I have seen, I didn’t see the excitement and energy. I know last year you were not on the main show, I remember how passionate and determined you were to be on it, and now that I see it, well…..”

Peyton: “…. Dad…. Please stop.”

Ray: “Peyton, you promised your old man not to get upset.”

Peyton: “I’m not upset dad, you’re right. You are absolutely right, and I hate it. RTG was supposed to be one of the biggest matches of my career, I was going to go in with my fiancé and both of us had plans to be victorious and then celebrate afterwards, throughout the weekend we were going to have fun with our friends and family, it was supposed to be such a good time, and it became the worst weekend of my life aside from day…… the day your accident happened and when I found out Ricky died. It changed me, dad. Ricky’s death, I never got over it and I think that I wanted Ali to take his place. I loved Ali, that wasn’t fake, but I think I convinced myself that Ali was the guy for me and I would be happy with him the rest of my life, when in reality, I don’t think I’m ever going to have a healthy relationship with anyone in my life, and when I finally broke it off, I lost it, Dad.”

Ray: “Pey, don’t be so hard on yourself and….”

Peyton: “No dad, I need to say this because you are the only person in my life who no matter what I have done, whether you judged me or not, you never stopped loving me.”

Ray: “Never and I never will, you are the most important person in my life and that is why I want you to move back with me, here. Get away from that shit, come here, get a fresh start. Stop making your old man worry.”

 

She lowers her head, almost submitting to the suggestion, when she looks back up trying to stay positive and fight off her mixed emotions….

 

Peyton: “It was slowly building up dad, the little things and his asshole dad didn’t help either. He tried so heard to break us up, he then did other things to me which I don’t want to talk about just top get on Ali’s good side. That part of it troubled me, but then he never wanted me to help him or meet his family, and when suddenly he had all these plans for us without even talking to me, after I went to buy a dress, after I was looking for a beautiful venue, he pulls this shit on me. I wasn’t having anymore of it and then, walking into RTG, I was so upset, and I tried dad, I tried to focus, and I am not going to make excuses, but you are right. I wish I could have a do over.”

Ray: “You can.”

Peyton: “How? No one will ever compare to Ricky. I lost the Adrenaline Championship and there is already a new challenger. I’m done dad. I have to get to the back of the line and let’s not even talk about how I reacted to the engagement break up, you saw how stupid I acted and embarrassed myself.”

Ray: “I already told you we are all entitled to make those mistakes. I have too, don’t beat yourself up over it and considering the situation you were in and state of mind, you may say is not an excuse, but there are times I have done the same thing, not the first time a person has been emotionally hurt then goes out to a bar and has a one night stand. I was a Fire Fighter before I had met your mom, trust me, I have had them too. I’m not saying and will never say it is okay or right, long as you learn from those mistakes.”

Peyton: “I don’t know if I have dad. This is why I needed to get away, I hurt people I care about with let’s face it, my selfishness, for that is what it all comes down too, being selfish. So many people are trying to help me, and I appreciate every bit of it, but at the same time, I in turn have pushed them away as well.”

 

Ray can see how beaten up his daughter was, in a very low point right now and this was really worrying him. They needed to get out, maybe go do something fun, not just sit at the house and talk about this, it would only make things worse, and this is supposed to be her vacation, time away from all that is going on just an eight hour drive away…..

 

Ray: “You want to get out of here?”

Peyton: “Huh?”

 

His daughter answered back, looking at him with a little confusion….

 

Ray: “Get out of here, you know, like let’s do something, I was thinking that maybe we head out to the Canyon, it’s only a forty minute drive from here, like we used to before.”

Peyton: “Dad, I would love to go do that with you, I think it would be fun but when we used to do that, you weren’t in that wheelchair.”

Ray: “First off, this bad boy has some pretty rugged off road tires, second of all, there are trails and paths we can take that will lead us about half way up, I mean we can’t go to the very top like we used to, but I can hold my own, come on Pey, what do you say?”

Peyton: “Are you sure?”

Ray: “I am positive, nothing would make me happier than to head out to the canyon with my daughter.”

 

Peyton thought about it for a moment before nodding yes and cracking a smile….

 

Peyton: “Okay, that does sound fun. Let me go get ready.”

Ray: “Take your time, afterwards we can head to the Diner, grab a burger or something.”

Peyton: “I’d like that.”

 

As Peyton gets up and goes into the house, Ray at least feels a little satisfied that he was able to get his daughter to go out with him and do something that he knew she loved to, even if she had reservations due to his condition, but he was determined to show her that it wouldn’t stop him. Ray though was still very concerned, reaching for his cellphone he stared at it for a moment or so before finally letting out a sigh and calling the number on his screen….

It rings….

And rings…..

Until a woman’s voice answers….

 

Voice: “Ray?”

Ray: “Hey Jo.”

 

It is his ex-wife, Jolene Sommers, the mother of Peyton….

 

PeytonCastPic-JoleneJo: “Hi, is everything alright, you usually don’t call me.”

Ray: “I know you are probably busy and shit with your work, but we need to talk about Peyton.”

Jo: “Peyton? I talked to her a couple of weeks ago briefly, is she alright?”

Ray: “I don’t know Jo, I really don’t know, that is why I was hoping that you would help me.”

 

There was a slight pause at the end of the other line….

 

Jo: “Yeah, of course. Is she staying with you right now?”

Ray: “Yeah, we are about to head out to the canyon. She is spending around three weeks here with me, maybe it would be a good idea to take a break and come here for a day or two, join us for dinner, talk to her, I think she could use that Jo.”

Jo: “I am in New Mexico right now for a conference, but I can be there tomorrow night, maybe see you guys the following day?”

Ray: “That would work, thanks Jo.”

Jo: “Sure. How are you doing?”

Ray: “Right now? I’m alright…. I am just fine.”

 

They continued to talk a little more on the phone before he hung up right before Peyton came out ready to leave, as he is hoping that maybe Peyton seeing her mother there too, will help in the situation, it was a long shot, but worth a try.

 

A Couple of Hours Later

Canyons of Arizona

 

Peyton was rather shocked that her father wanted to go up to the canyons, it was an activity they had done so many times over when he used to walk, before the accident. It was he, along with Rhiannon, Peyton’s older sister and her mother, Jolene, better known as just Jo. She remembered the good times, it seemed like so far away though, and now a distant memory. They couldn’t climb up the whole canyon, only where the wheelchair allowed Ray to, but they were at least able to go up a trail that led them to an elevated site. She was wearing jean shorts, hiking boots and a University of Arizona tank top. Ray was in jeans, A Fire Department t-shirt, baseball cap and boots. He wanted to get away and spend some alone time with his daughter, he could see that there was something troubling her, and it was Alistaire, it was Rise to Greatness, it was her decisions and how they affected so many others. He knew that she was always going to be her own worst enemy. They finally settled in and looked out at the scenic desert….

 

Peyton: “I forgot just how beautiful and peaceful it was out here. I remember all the times when you used to bring Rhiannon and I up here, those were so much simpler times, yet listen to me, I’m talking like an old lady. I don’t know though; I think getting here and seeing you go up that trail was pretty inspiring dad.”

Ray: “I don’t want to make you upset or anything, Peyton but I brought you up here for a reason.”

Peyton: “Upset? Why would I be upset?”

Ray: “Last time Ricky was in Arizona, he came out here with me, had a long talk about you, and everything that was going on at the time. I had no desire to come out here by myself or with anyone really, and that kid said, nope. Come on, we are going to the Canyon. It was early one morning, you were asleep, and I was really down on myself, he wanted to do something special for me. I have been up here a few times since his death, I feel this is the closest I am to that kid when I am at this very spot.”

 

Her eyes start to tear up some….

 

Ray: “Shit…. I didn’t want to upset you, pumpkin.”

Peyton: “You’re not. It makes me happy that you have these great memories with him, and they will never go away. I miss him so much dad…… I miss him so much….. that my life has never been the same since his death and I don’t know if I will ever get over it. Every time I think I do something draws me back, he would know what to do when I am in those types of situations. I never made mistakes when he was around, I felt perfect, gorgeous, loved, and I pushed him away due to games and trust. Everyone always tells me, do not live with any regret, or you will never be able to move on and yet here I am living with regret for I wish just for one moment I could turn back the clock to the day I walked away from him. After I realized what I had done, it was too late, we were supposed to talk that following night when I got back, we had already been talking and I was ready to take him back, dad…. And then he was murdered.”

Ray: “That must be a burden that is almost impossible to carry.”

 

She looks out into the canyon, not even wanting to turn and face her father, becoming a little fidgety, kicking some of the sand and desert clay around, before finally confiding in her father…

 

Peyton: “Dad, did you ever think about suicide?”

 

His eyes widen, tilting his head some, in utter shock and dismay that his gorgeous daughter who has always been happy brought this up. Ray didn’t know how to answer but he needed to be honest…

 

Ray: “A few times, early on after my injury. I didn’t know how to deal with things and well, it was a tough adjustment for me, but want to know why I never did?”

Peyton: “Why?”

Ray: “Because of you.”

 

She slowly looks over her shoulder at her father…

 

Ray: “I saw how hard you were working and struggling, giving up your latter high school and college years to care for your old man after Jo left and Rhiannon went to college as well, you stuck around and never abandoned me, why in the hell would I abandon you? So yeah, it was a tough pill to swallow, and the thought crossed my mind a few times, because I didn’t want to fight, I didn’t want to continue and be who I know I could be with your help. Everyone has a plan, Pey, there is a design in place, its whether we follow it or not. Please tell me you haven’t thought about it?”

Peyton: “There have been times I wondered what the world would be like if I never woke up the next day. I think about the cruelty and stupidity life has become, whether it be in my personal or professional life, I often think about how different this place would be without me….”

Ray: “Peyton, look at me.”

 

She now turns completely around and sees a single tear trickle down her father’s cheek….

 

Ray: “I know you are feeling that the world is shit, and the easiest thing to do is step away from it, say fuck it, let it go on without me. Well, let me tell you how the world would be without you in it. I wouldn’t want to go on either. You are my light in my darkness, you led out of some really bad and gloomy places during my rehabilitation to the point that all I wanted to do was fight to one day walk again and show you just how much that meant to me. I know you are hurting Peyton, I know that the world is not a better place without Ricky in it, and it has been over a year now and this is still how you feel which really worries me, but you have to fight and keep going. What happened with Ali, happened. It was better this way to get out of a situation before it became any worse. Losing a title, hell you will get it back, I was never worried about that. Mistakes, friendships, they happen, come, and go always Pey, but your life means more to me and this planet than you think. I’m not burying my baby girl. You’re burying me.”

Peyton: “Dad….”

Ray: “No goddamn it, no. This is not open for discussion, Ricky would have never wanted that.”

Peyton: “I….”

 

She starts to cry as Ray rolls his wheelchair over to her, grabbing at the handrails and starting to lift himself up….

 

Peyton: “….I just….. I just want to be half the person Ricky was, dad…… so I can see him again someday…..”

 

Suddenly he hugs her, as Peyton’s eyes shoot open realizing her father stepped off the wheelchair trying to balance himself, she quickly grabs him….

 

Peyton: “Dad!”

Ray: “If I gotta get out of this chair to save your life, I will and if I fall, I’ll crawl.”

Peyton: “Daddy……. I love you.”

Ray: “I love you too…. Pumpkin. Promise me, promise me that you are not going to leave me, that I will not be attending my own daughter’s funeral….”

 

She took a moment before finally saying it….

 

Peyton: “I…… I promise.”

 

Holding her father on the canyon, it was not what she had expected but for Peyton Rice, this was what she needed, a little reassurance from the one man that she did everything for. They have had their ups and downs, but one thing Ray never did was stopping loving his daughter. She needed to get away, spend some time with people who loved and supported her….

It was the only way.

That Peyton could start getting back on track and reminding herself there was so much more left to do.

 

The Few Days Later

 

Peyton couldn’t sleep, she had awakened up early that morning, came out and had made a cup of coffee, wearing shorts and a University of Arizona Wildcat t-shirt. Her long hair was in a ponytail, sitting with her legs crisscrossed outside by the pool enjoying the morning sun. She was looking at old photo albums and pictures of her and the family, remembering what a tight knit and loving one they were once, all before her father’s accident. Sometimes, this saddened Peyton, other times it angered her, but one thing Ray could see is that she was starting to become increasingly frustrated and short with everything. She didn’t know that he was already up, watching her from inside with his living in keeper, Margherita there, the very nice, and loyal Mexican woman was a family friend for a long time, she would come and cook, clean and take care of all his needs. She lived in the guest house outside in the back, a chance for her to always be there when he needed her. He watched Peyton looking through and reminiscing about the family, he could only imagine what she was thinking the entire time. Margherita could also see that there was trouble there, she handed Ray a cup of coffee….

 

Ray: “Thanks Maggie.”

peytoncastpic-margheritaMargherita: “Is Peyton okay? She doesn’t seem like her happy, jovial self?”

Ray: “She’s going through a tough time right now, engagement is off, lost a pretty huge match at the PPV, made some poor decisions that have affected her relationships. You know what that is, Maggie.”

Margherita: “Si jefe, all part of growing up, Senor Ray.”

Ray: “Yeah, but I am worried about her, more than I have ever been, and I hate the feeling. I wish I could do more, trying to get her to move out here with me, come home for a while until she gest back on her feet.”

Margherita: “I understand if you want to give her the guest house, I could move in with my sister.”

Ray: “Maggie, please. First off Peyton would kick my ass if I ever did that which I wouldn’t, you are a part of this family. There is plenty of space, she could have her room back, we never touched it after she left. It would be nice to have her here, when she is on the road, then I at least have a piece of mind that she is coming home, you know?”

Margherita: “Oh trust me, I know. It is always better when your hija is home, that is the way I feel when my Consuelo comes home too from Mexico. Just be with her, give her some support. I woke up at about 5 this morning, she has been out there for a couple of hours now looking at pictures in the album, on her phone, internet, she was even talking to herself about…..”

Ray: “…. Ricky?”

Margherita: “Yes.”

Ray: “Damn it, she misses him so much and I thought after a year or so things would get better, but they seem to be getting worse. I think the failed engagement had a lot to do with it too. Alistaire, that fucking guy and his father, I’d like to kick the shit out of him if I could kick.”

 

A small chuckle slipped from Margherita as Ray smirked….

 

Margherita: “You are crazy loco, Senor Ray. Breakfast for you two, juevos rancheros?”

Ray: “You know we love us some of those Juevos Rancheros, but make it for four, including yourself.”

Margherita: “Four? Are we expecting someone else?”

Ray: “Yeah, we are, and she will be here shortly.”

Margherita: “She? May I ask, are you dating someone else?”

Ray: “Me? No, no. Jo is coming over.”

Margherita: “Jolene!?”

 

Margherita looked extremely surprised considering she has never seen Jo step into the house long as she has been working for Ray Rice. Knowing that his ex-wife, the mother of Peyton was coming over, took blindsided her a bit, yet relieving….

 

Ray: “Yeah, I think that Peyton needs her mother right now too, they used to have a very close relationship before I pushed Jo away. I know that Peyton blames her mother for a lot of things but in all honesty, it started with me. Doesn’t make everything Jo did, right. Leaving me and the kids stun but, in the end, I think everything at least between Peyton and I worked out. I hardly ever hear from Rhiannon these days, so I just hope that she is alive and well, you know?”

Margherita: “I am sure that she is and….”

 

The doorbell rings just as Margherita was speaking, turning to Ray who nods. She walks over to the door and opens it, Jo is there in jeans, thong sandals and a white halter top with her sandy blonde hair hanging down, nails a glossy coating. She smiles….

 

Jo: “Hi Margherita.”

Margherita: “Senorita Jo! How are you, please come in.”

 

They hug as she escorts Jo to the living room where Ray sits in his wheelchair. It took a moment before they locked eyes, reminding each other of what they once had Jo tries to smile, leaning in and hugging Ray….

 

Jo: “It’s been too long. You look great.”

Ray: “It has been, you look amazing yourself. I hope that the drive in wasn’t too bad or long?”

Jo: “No, Albuquerque isn’t all that bad of a drive to here, but glad to see the old stomping grounds. Where is she?”

Ray: “Outside by the pool. Go talk to her, she has been going through some shit.”

Jo: “From what you text me, I see. Want me to do it alone? You do know that I am not her favorite person right now.”

Ray: “I know, but she NEEDS US both, Please.”

Jo: “Alright Ray, okay. I’m glad you called me. I…. I miss you.”

Ray: “I always missed you Jo.”

 

After smiling, she steps outside as Ray looks on and Margherita starts breakfast, hoping that seeing her mom will help some, give Peyton some comfort and knowing that people are here to help. Jolene walks over to Peyton who doesn’t realize she is there, sitting next to her as she turns, eyes widened…

 

Peyton: “Jo?”

Jo: “Hey Peyton. How are you doing, I see you’re looking at one of our old photo albums. Was that at Grand Canyon?”

 

Jo points at a picture of a teenage Peyton and Rhiannon with Ray and Jo standing by The Grand Canyon, smiling, tilting her head and looking to see how happy they were…

 

Jo: “It was, that was a good day….. a very good day.”

Peyton: “Yeah, it was. When Rhiannon slipped by the edge and we all thought she was going to fall but grabbed on to me and then you and dad pulled us in, she always had two left feet.”

Jo: “That, your sister is.”

Peyton: “Why are you here? You never come to see dad, you never come to see me, why suddenly do you show up? Did dad call you?”

Jo: “Does it matter, I’m here.”

Peyton: “It does matter, Jo. It matters to me because almost 6 years ago you left dad and I to fend for ourselves. Then Rhiannon bolted as well, we were left alone to fend for ourselves, no…. I was left alone to fend for him and sacrificed everything I had to do so.”

Jo: “I left abruptly, and I shouldn’t have done that, but Ray was being impossible at the time, he kept pushing me away, berating everything I did. He was a miserable bastard and it was hard for me to deal with that behavior. I don’t expect you to understand Peyton, I really don’t. It was a really trying time for your dad and I, should have handled it differently now in hindsight, all I can do now is move forward and be a mother to you and a support for your father.”

 

Peyton almost scoffed at what her mother was saying, but she was trying to be respectful at the same time, though for her it was hard, when thinking about everything that she had gone through after her mother walked out on her and Ray not even 6 months after his accident which changed her life forever. Jo knew her youngest daughter was upset with her; it was a very trying and emotional time which changed her life forever…..

 

Jo: “I know you are still mad at me and have every right to be, I can accept it, all I ask is that you give me a chance to be a part of your life now and help you moving forward. I don’t know much about the business you are in; it looks dangerous and your father seems to be worried about what has been going on lately. I….”

Peyton: “Did you even know I was engaged?”

Jo: “Peyton….”

Peyton: “Did you!?”

Jo: “No, I did not.”

Peyton: “Did you know that I have been struggling to be myself again ever since Ricky Octavius, that was the love of my life and best friend died over a year ago?”

Jo: “Peyton….”

Peyton: “No you didn’t. The last time I talked to you Jo, was about Rhiannon who had disappeared and went off on one of her cocaine and heroine benders in Texas until she ended up with some religious Gypsy Clan, other than that, have I had any phone calls or text messages? Have you checked up on me when I was kidnapped by Russian Mafia members out of my own home, drugged and woke up with them wanting to cut off my fingers and toes? No…”

Jo: “What!? When did this happen!?”

Peyton: “That’s my point, Jo! You had no idea if I would have been hit by a bus or not. You were too busy with your job, your beau and looking out for Rhiannon that you hardly ever checked on me and never on dad! He called you to come here, you didn’t call him, and had he not, you would have never came, but credit to you Jo, I am surprised that you are here, I will give you that.”

Jo: “Peyton, your dad is worried, and I am worried. You have every right to chastise me but please don’t shut me out, let us talk, give me a chance to explain. I want to be your mother, is it that hard to call me mom instead of Jo?”

Peyton: “It is, because you stopped being “mom” to me almost 7 years ago. I came out here to look at these pictures and remember how happy I used to be, the family I loved, the friends I cherished and adored, I needed to remind myself that for most of my life, I had a good one, when you left though, I needed to grow up fast, I never had the chance to go to Prom, finish my college studies, just enjoy life without having to work a bunch of jobs to keep us afloat and make sure dad had a roof over his head, even if his pension and disability covered some of the cost. THAT is when I needed my mother most, because like dad, you were not only my mother then…. You were my best friend…..”

 

She stands up and starts to walk away…..

 

Jo: “Peyton, please hear me out.”

Peyton: “I’m going to do the same thing you did to me, walk away.”

 

Without another word Peyton steps inside, looking at her father…

 

Peyton: “You shouldn’t have invited her.”

Ray: “Pey, give her a chance, she is your mom.”

Peyton: “Not anymore.”

 

Ray didn’t know how to answer back, as Peyton went to her room. Jo walks in a few minutes later with the photo album in hand, eyes teary-eyed, the severity of her actions hitting close to home. Ray and Jo gaze at each other before she finally spoke….

 

Jo: “I am so sorry for what I did to you and Peyton, Ray.”

 

And that was all he needed to hear. Even Peyton heard it as she was in the hallway ready to head over to the bathroom, slipping in and putting the toilet seat down, lowering her head so conflicted, she had no idea what to do, there was no way she could ever forget….

But could she forgive?

Right now, she didn’t know.

 

SCENE FADES

TO BE CONTINUED

 


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REC:

“I’m not going to lie; it has been hard for me to get any type of footing since Rise to Greatness. Maybe I am taking the defeat to heart a little too much, or maybe I am so passionate about this business and my success, this is the way I deal with the anger I have deep down inside, the frustration has been building for the last year or so, and finding myself practically non-existent, watching Alistaire Allocco “mentor” Alex Desoubrais Jr., can also tickle me the wrong way too. I really thought I found happiness with Ali; he made the rest of the crap I was dealing with rather tolerable. Again, maybe I jumped the gun on him, or again this anger has finally built up so much that it has started playing a part in my decision making, and while I watched Glory Braddock talk her garbage, while I listen to other vets like Christy Matthews spew their venom, and this sudden influx of old stars moving back into the positions they were in before they left, thinking of my last few matches with losses to Glory and Matt Hodges, I need to start thinking more about my approach, and this is why a few weeks ago I came out and I said the three most dreaded words for any professional wrestler when it comes to a match, the pinnacle of sadism, dangerous of any kind….

Elimination Chamber.

I know what I was getting into when I spoke those words. Sometimes in your life and career, we must make difficult choices, ones that I know personally I will regret, but what did that do? It set off a chain of events, which saw other wrestlers throw their names in the hat, knowing that this was the opportunity to make some waves and get the chance at a title, or to elevate their game to once again remind everyone just how hungry and talented we are. Rise To Greatness was supposed to be a defining moment for me, and it turned out to be the worst loss of my career, not by performance but by feeling and importance. I failed my fans, those who have spent so much time training me, to my friends, family, and myself….

I won’t do that again. Live and learn, that is all I can do now besides….

React.

For Peyton Rice, this simple Arizona girl, living her fandom, it is time to bounce back, and I don’t know what is going to happen inside the Chamber, whether I am the first one in or the last one, doesn’t really make much of a difference for I am going to fight for my life and existence, that is it really, and it starts with making a statement, it ends as a reminder of what I bring to the ring and where I want to be….

A World Champion.

I know I have to take steps, well guess what? I am done taking those steps, instead I am ready to jump for my opportunities and if the Elimination Chamber is my hill to die on?

Then so be it.”

/REC